"Fear not," said Margery, dramatically; "I'll stand by you in the day
of trial."
CHAPTER VIII.
JEPHTHAH'S DAUGHTER.
Save her honeymoon, probably the happiest time in a woman's life is
the period of her engagement--the time when she is being adored by her
lover, congratulated by her friends, and is delightfully employed in
expecting and receiving the customary offerings of her friends and
acquaintances, and in making those varied and numerous purchases which
seem to be considered _de rigueur_ on such occasions.
For the time being she is, at all events, the supreme centre of
interest amid her own immediate circle; her life teems with pleasure
and expectation generally; a beautiful halo is around the most
commonplace of things; the present is enjoyable, the future
entrancing, and she--the luckiest of women, surely?--dances along over
her rose-strewn path, under her cloudless sky, happy in the conviction
that smiles and eternal sunshine are to be her lot.
What if, after marriage, the sky is ofttimes clouded and the path of
life grows stormy, and the smiles disappear in frowns--and we know
that such a change does sometimes come over the spirit of the most
beautiful of matrimonial dreams--what if some of the early illusions
are mercilessly murdered?--there is always that pre-nuptial period to
be looked back upon with fondness, if also with regret. She has
snatched from fate at least one hour of supreme and unalloyed
delight--there is true satisfaction in the thought. And happy is the
mortal who enjoys even that much happiness in this troublous world.
The years of the Moorish Caliph were sixty and more; his hours of
perfect bliss--five!
Olive, had she been engaged to Mallow, would have enjoyed her supreme
hour with all the zest of a naturally happy disposition. As it was,
she was wretched in the extreme. She detested her affianced husband,
and she knew how deep was her love for the man she would have had in
his place. Tossed about like a shuttlecock by these extremes of
feeling, she anticipated her wedding-day with dread--almost with
terror. The loss of the money would have been of no account with her;
it was the dying wish of her father that she felt she could not
disregard, to say nothing of the hint of unknown evil which the sealed
letter contained. Why her father should have expressed himself so
strongly, and yet so vaguely, she could not conceive. She could only
conclude that he had committed some error in his life for which she
was to pay the penalty. Jephthah vowed rashly, and circumstances
brought about the sacrifice of his daughter that he might not be
forsworn. Likewise she was to suffer for her father's sake by
contracting this loveless marriage. There were times when she was
resolved to throw all to the winds, to let Fate do her worst, rather
than suffer what was before her; but in the end her affection for her
dead father prevailed, and she bent her will to the force of
circumstance.