"Laurence, you are brutal."
"Darling forgive me, pardon me, I am beside myself. I am your slave,
your worshipper. Oh, my heart, my love, my dearer self, be kind to one
whose life is yours."
Olive dried her eyes and became more composed as Mallow changed his
tone. She turned towards him with face as white as marble.
"Laurence," she said quietly--"for I dare call you Laurence--I love, I
have always loved you, and I always shall love you; but I am not my
own mistress. I would to Heaven that I were; but I am helpless. I must
marry this man, not for the money--ah, no; the money can go, but
because my dear father left a letter for me in which he urged me to
obey his dying wish and marry Angus Carson. . . . If I do not, evil
will come of my refusal."
"Evil, Olive! what evil?"
"I do not know. My father's letter gave no explanation. It simply said
that terrible evil would come if I did not obey his wish. I dare not
refuse. I dare not ignore that solemn command. Much as I love you, I
must sacrifice it--yes, and you--to the memory of my father."
"You will marry Carson?" asked Laurence, his face growing pale.
Olive bowed her head. "What else would you have me do?" she asked
pitifully.
"Do?" With a burst of passion, he seized her again in his arms.
"Do?--I would have you become my wife."
"My father----"
"Your father had no right to condemn you to lifelong misery. It shall
not be. You are mine. I will not give you up."
"Cruel, cruel, when you know how I suffer," she sobbed. "If you love
me, you would let me go; you would urge me to fulfil the wish of the
dead."
Almost rudely he flung her from him. "Go then," he said bitterly. "I
want no love so feeble that it bends to another's will. Obey your
father if you think fit; marry Carson, and leave me to go----"
"How dare you to speak to me like that?" cried Olive, passing from
tears to fury. "If you suffer, do not I suffer? I loathe to marry this
man. I would kill myself if I dared. I----"
"You talk like a child," he said roughly.
"I feel like a woman," she retorted heartily.
"You think only of your own misery. What is it to mine? You are not
forced into the arms of a woman you detest."
"If you go, you go to Carson of your own free will."
"Oh, Laurence, how can you say that I go to another man of my own free
will when you know how I love you? It is unjust; cruel. If my father
were alive, I might have the courage to refuse. As it is, how can I
disobey? If I refuse Angus Carson some evil will surely follow, and if
I marry you I involve you in it too. Would that be right?"
"Olive, I would go to hell for you and with you."
"Laurence, you do not love me--you cannot love me--or you would not
make it harder for me; your feeling for me is not love, it is
selfishness. I must bow to your will, I must flout my father in his
grave, I must cast all to the winds that you may gain your wish."