The Man with a Secret: A Novel — David Hume — John Shaqi
The Man with a Secret: A Novel
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When they arrived at the bridge after a sharp walk they saw a man
leaning over the parapet looking at the cold grey water swirling
below.
"Dear me, Una, how very odd," exclaimed Miss Cassy, "there is Dr.
Nestley."
"Dr. Nestley," echoed Una rather startled. "I thought he had gone away
last week?"
"He was going, but for some reason did not," answered Miss Cassy, who
by some mysterious means heard all the gossip of the village. "I hear
he is still staying at Kossiter's--drinking, my dear--oh dreadful--so
very odd."
By this time they were directly in the centre of the bridge, and
hearing footsteps Nestley turned round, showing a wan haggard face
with dull bleared eyes filled with mute misery. So ill and desolate
did the young man look that Una's heart smote her as she thought the
change was brought about through her refusal to marry him, and though
she despised him for his weakness of character in thus being
influenced, yet she still felt pity for the helplessness of the poor
fellow. Nestley flushed as he recognized the two ladies, then raised
his hat and without saying a word turned once more to look at the
river. Una felt uneasy as he did so, for a sudden doubt arose in her
heart as to whether he did not intend to put an end to his life, so
taking a sudden resolution she whispered to Miss Cassy to walk on by
herself to the vicarage.
"I will join you soon," she said in a low voice, "but first I want to
speak to Dr. Nestley."
"But it's so odd," objected Miss Cassy, "really so very--very odd."
Nevertheless she made no further objection and trotted away through
the village street, leaving Una alone on the bridge with Dr. Nestley.
Though the unhappy young man knew that she was still behind him he did
not turn round but kept staring dully at the foam-streaked waters of
the Gar.
"Dr. Nestley," she said, softly touching him on the shoulder, "I want
to speak to you."
He turned sullenly round, though the touch of her gloved hand sent a
thrill through his frame, and Una recoiled with an exclamation of pity
as she saw what a wreck he was. His face, formerly so fresh-coloured,
was now grey and thin, his eyes bleared with dark circles under them,
while his nervous lips and shaking hands showed how deeply he had been
drinking. Even in his clothes she saw a change, for they were
carelessly put on, his linen was dirty and his tie arranged in a
slovenly manner--altogether he looked like a man who had entirely lost
his self-respect and cared neither for his health nor appearance.
Nestley saw the expression on her face and laughed, a hollow mirthless
laugh, which seemed quite in keeping with his wretched appearance.
"You are looking at your work, Miss Challoner," he said bitterly,
"well, I hope you are satisfied."
Una's pride was up in arms at once.
"You have no right to speak to me in such a manner, sir," she said
haughtily, looking at him with a proud cold face. "Do not ascribe your
own folly to any fault of mine--that is both weak and unmanly."