The Man with a Secret: A Novel — David Hume — John Shaqi
The Man with a Secret: A Novel
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The wretched creature before her drooped his head before the severe
gaze of her eyes.
"You would not marry me," he said weakly, "you would not save me from
myself."
"Am I to go through the world saving men from their own passions?" she
returned scornfully. "Shame upon you, Dr. Nestley, to take refuge
behind such a weak defence. Surely because a woman refuses to marry a
man he ought not to lower himself as you have done, and then lay the
blame on her instead of himself--you ought to make an end of this
folly."
"Just what I was thinking," he muttered, glancing at the river. She
instinctively guessed what the glance meant, and looked at him,
saying:
"Would you add suicide to the rest of your follies?--that is a
coward's refuge and one not worthy of a clever man like you. Come,
Doctor Nestley," she continued, laying a kind hand on his shoulder,
"be advised by me. Give up this mad love of drink which is lowering
you to the level of the brutes, and go back to your home--then amid
your old companions you will soon forget that I ever existed."
"Never! Never!" he said in a broken voice.
"Oh yes you will," she replied cheerfully. "Time is a wonderful
consoler--besides, Doctor Nestley, I could never have married you, for
though you did not know then you know now--I am going to marry Mr.
Blake."
"And what difference will that make to you?" he asked mockingly,
lifting his dull eyes to her earnest face.
"I do not understand you," she said coldly, drawing back.
"Then I can easily explain," replied the young man quickly, "the only
difference will be this--you love him, you do not love me--for the
rest both Reginald Blake--or shall I call him Garsworth?--and myself
will be equal in all else."
"You are talking wildly," said Una in an icy tone, "so I shall leave
you--permit me to pass if you please?"
"Not till I have had my say," he retorted, his eyes growing bright. "I
can wring your proud heart now as you wrung mine then. I saw your look
of horror when you looked at me and saw how low I had fallen through
drink--in the same way you will look upon your lover when he returns
from the guardianship of Basil Beaumont."
Una gave a cry of alarm and reeled against the stone parapet of the
bridge for support, while a cold hand seemed to clutch at her heart.