"In the points I have named," she replied, quickly. "I am not talking
of the physical, Ferdy. I know you are brave enough, dear, and can
hold your own with anyone, where fighting is concerned."
"I should jolly well think I could," muttered Baird, bending his arm
and feeling his muscle. "I've never been licked in a fight yet."
"But," went on Clarice, with emphasis, "it's your nature I talk of.
You are so weak--so very, very weak."
"I'm not," snapped Ferdy, flushing. "I always have my own way."
"Ah, that's obstinacy, not strength. Because a person said no, you
would say yes, and vice-versa. But you are the prey of your own
passions, Ferdy. You deny yourself nothing."
"Why should I?"
"Because it is by denial--by self-denial, that we make ourselves
strong, Ferdy. Why, any woman could twist you round her finger."
"Any woman can twist any man, you mean. If you bring the sex question
into the matter, Clarice, I admit that man is the weaker vessel. A
woman can do what she likes with a man. Women rule the world, and why
they should bother about this suffragette business, beats me."
"All men can't be twisted by women, Ferdy. Dr. Jerce, for instance."
"Pooh. He's so wrapped up in medicine and science that he hates the
sex--your sex, I mean."
"I don't think so," said Clarice, recalling a scene on the previous
night. "Dr. Jerce is a man like other men in that way, only he is
sufficiently strong to hold his own with women."
"I say," cried Ferdy, restlessly, "what's all this chatter about?"
"About you, if you'll only listen," said his sister, looking down at
the weak frowning face. "I'm worried about you, Ferdy. When you were
here with me, I could manage you, but since you came back from that
trip a year ago, and went in for medicine, you have changed for the
worse."
"I don't see that," said Baird, sulkily.
"I do. There are lines on your face, which should not be there at your
age. Look at the black circles under your eyes. You're getting the
look of a man who stops up night after night, and you do."
"Who says that?"
"Dr. Jerce says it. You don't attend to your work, he says. You are
always at music-halls; you take more drink than is good for you; you
gamble above what you can afford, and I dare say that you make love to
all manner of women."
"Oh, I say, you shouldn't say that last."
"Because I'm a girl--an unmarried woman," flashed out Clarice. "What
rubbish! I'll say what I think to you, who are my only brother and my
twin. Do you think that I am going to see you ruin yourself with wine
and women and cards, simply because there are things a girl is not
supposed to know? I am twenty-three. I have had endless responsibility
since Uncle Henry took ill, so I am quite able to speak out and to
save you if possible."
Ferdinand rose and flung his cigarette into the fire. "I won't have
you talk like that to me," he declared, his voice thick with anger. "I
am a man, and you are a woman."
"The reverse, I think," retorted Clarice, bitterly.