Finding herself near the vicarage, Clarice determined to enter and see
if Ferdy was there. As he had not come back to luncheon, it was
probable that he had gone to Prudence Clarke for consolation, a thing
Miss Baird quite approved of, as she respected Prudence, and would
have been glad to see Ferdy engaged to so sensible a girl. The quarrel
at the breakfast table had no doubt left Ferdy fretful and
complaining, so it was pretty certain that he would visit Prudence and
pour his woes into her sympathetic ears. Ferdy never could keep his
troubles to himself, but invariably climbed to the highest house-top
to shout out his puny griefs. Clarice wished him to marry Prudence,
yet sometimes she doubted if so sensible a girl would tolerate such a
baby man as a husband.
The servant who answered the door said that Miss Clarke had gone out
skating with Mr. Baird, but that the vicar was in his study. Clarice
would have turned away in pursuit of the young people, but that the
parson heard her voice and came into the hall. He was an undersized,
miserable man, with a head too large for his body, and an awkward,
diffident manner, which seemed to continually apologise for the
existence of Mr. Nehemiah Clarke. His voice was querulous, and his
complaints were incessant. In his rusty black clothes, with his bent
frame and untidy hair, he looked a most dismal object, and Clarice, in
her then somewhat dejected state of mind, scarcely relished an
interview with so cheerless a person. However, she could not help
herself, and entered the study with the best grace she could muster.
"There," whimpered Mr. Clarke, waving his hands towards an array of
bills, which strewed his desk like autumn leaves, "what do you think
of that for Christmas, Clarice? How is a man to preach goodwill
towards men, when men won't show any goodwill towards him?"
"But we all get bills at Christmas time," said Miss Baird,
consolingly. "I get more than anyone else," moaned the vicar, sinking
into the chair before his desk; "why they should come to me, I don't
know."
"You should pay as you go, Mr. Clarke."
"I haven't any ready money, Clarice. It's all very well for you, in
the lap of luxury; but I have only three hundred a year, and even that
small sum comes to me slowly, since people will not pay their tithes
without legal threats, and those cost money. I don't eat much, I dress
plainly, I never enjoy myself, and keep only one cheap servant, yet
the bills will come in. Prudence is responsible for many; she ought to
emulate her name, but she won't. Imprudence would suit her better. Oh,
dear me, how I can sympathise with Lear."
"I don't think Prudence is extravagant, Mr. Clarke," said Clarice, who
resented this placing of burdens on other people's shoulders, "she
always seems to me to be a sensible girl."
"In some ways--in some ways," muttered the vicar, discontentedly.