This marked courtesy was not usual with Mrs. Crosbie, as she was a
spoilt beauty, who preferred that others should wait on her, rather
than that she should trouble herself about others. Haskins wondered at
her self-denial, and especially in the face of such heat: wondered
also that she should look so pale and worried. Apparently something
was wrong with Mrs. Crosbie, and he began to conjecture whether Tod
was correct as to money matters. Gerald was not over-rich himself, but
he determined to question his mother's friend, and learn if possible
what bothered her, so that he could proffer help.
His hostess returned after some minutes, and looked quite herself,
but the renewed color might have been due to the reflection of the
rose-hued curtains. She tripped across the olive-green carpet like a
fairy, and resembled one, being delicate and tiny and beautifully
formed. People said that Mrs. Crosbie's blonde hair and pink and white
complexion were due to art, since a woman of forty could not possibly
look so young without artificial aids. But be this as it may, she
certainly appeared wonderfully pretty in her white silk tea-gown,
which was draped with expensive lace. Haskins complimented her
on her looks when she sank again into her chair and took up the
cigarette-case lying on the table at her elbow. "And yet, you know,"
added Gerald thoughtfully, "I fancied that you looked worried and pale
when I came."
Mrs. Crosbie lighted her cigarette and shot a keen glance at him. "We
all have our worries, my dear boy," she said, blowing a wreath of
smoke.
"You should not have any, Mrs. Crosbie. And if there is anything that
I can put right, you know that I----"
"Yes! Yes! I know," she interrupted hurriedly, "but you can't. It
really is nothing--oh, nothing at all. It is the heat that makes me
look pale and washed out. Mother is lying down quite exhausted, but
will be in to tea. I hope no one else will come, Gerald, and then we
can have a nice long talk."
"That is what I have come to have," he said soberly, and produced his
own cigarette-case, which he laid on the table. "Give me a match,
please. Thank you!" he lighted up. "I am in trouble."
"And you have come to me as usual."
"Yes. I hope that I don't carry coals to Newcastle."
Mrs. Crosbie shrugged. "My troubles are only minor ones, such as come
to every woman when she gets past her youth."
"You are in the flower of it."
"And you have known me for years. Gerald, you certainly must have
Irish blood in you, to pay such extravagant compliments. Don't think
too well of me, my dear boy. I have my faults. Why not? Look at the
upbringing that I have had," she ended bitterly.
"Why, your mother is----"
"All that a mother can and should be," interrupted the little woman.
"I know that, Gerald. But her husband, my father, was a brute. My
husband, whom he made me marry in my teens, was a brute. Both my
mother and I have suffered poverty and nearly open shame."