"My father was a gentleman farmer," he said, "but he attended more to
pleasure than to business. While out hunting, he saved the life of
Miss Carr the Colonel's sister. Afterwards she married him. I was
their only child, for my mother died when I was born. My father lost
all his money from reckless living, and went abroad for economy. In
Italy he met my step-mother, who is the daughter of an English consul
by an Italian mother. He met her in a little town on the Adriatic
coast. Her father was dead and she was alone save for Petronella. It
was her intention to become a singer; but she fell in love with my
father. He brought her home to Beorminster, along with Petronella, who
would not leave her. With what remained of his money, my father bought
this house. Five years ago he died, leaving my mother two hundred a
year. With this freehold and that income we have managed to scrape
along. I was educated at Bedford, and afterwards went to Oxford. My
father said that though he could give me no money, he could at least
afford me a decent education. I believe he pinched himself to do so.
Mrs. Marsh helped me; for she has always been good to me. I was
twenty-one years old when my father died, and after the funeral I
wanted to go to London and become a journalist. Mrs. Marsh however
would not hear of this. She insisted that I was the Colonel's heir and
that I should wait till he died.----"
"Ah!" interrupted Herrick shaking his head, "bad thing waiting for
dead men's shoes."
"Do you think it was my wish to do so?" protested Stephen
passionately. "I should much have preferred to earn my own living, and
fight my way in London. I have some talent as a poet and a writer, and
I was prepared to battle with the world like other people. But Mrs.
Marsh made me stop with her. I am twenty-six years of age now, and I
have done nothing. I write poetry and send it to the American
magazines, also a few prose articles. These keep me supplied with
pocket-money. It was Bess who put me on to the New York papers. There,
the editors are more open to new talent."
"And the Colonel refused to help you?"
"Always. But I never asked him. I hated that man," said Marsh between
his teeth. "I never went near his house. At times my mother called to
see him. She always fought viciously with him, and I think he liked
her for that. Most people were afraid of him, and he admired her for
standing up to him. Colonel Carr thought me a fool and a weakling
because I stayed with Mrs. Marsh instead of going out into the world.
But I ask you Herrick, what else could I have done? Mrs. Marsh had
always been good to me; she sacrificed much so that I might be well
educated, so the least I could do was to stop with her. Again and
again I wanted her to come with me to London; but she always refused."
"I understand," said Jim, filling his pipe, "she wished to keep an eye
on the Colonel."