Neil's unhappy state of mind had taken him out into the cold. The quiet
thoughts of the morning had given way to perfect torture, and he could
in no way account for the change. So far, indeed, as his nerves were
concerned, he never could account for anything in connection with them
any more than could the physicians whom he had consulted. He was the
prey of a highly neurotic temperament which tortured his life, and he
had a vivid imagination which made him exaggerate the slightest worries
into catastrophes.
An hour's brisk walking over the crisp snow brought him to a solitary
place far from every human habitation. The village had vanished, and
Neil found himself in the centre--as it seemed--of a lonely white world
arched over by a blue sky. All around the landscape was buried in
drifts of snow, which, dazzling white in the sunlight, were painful to
look upon. He walked along some disused roads, guiding himself by the
hedges which ran along the sides. Shortly the sky began to cloud over
rapidly, to assume a leaden aspect; and finally down came the snow.
He turned his face homewards, anxious to get back before the night came
on. But as the snow fell thicker he grew bewildered, and began to take
the situation seriously. Suddenly, as he trudged along, a building
loomed up before him through the fallen flakes; it stood where four
roads met, and he guessed at once that it was an old turnpike house. On
a nearer approach he saw that it was empty; the windows were broken,
the door was half open, and it was fenced in by a jungle of bushes like
the palace of the Sleeping Beauty.
"At any rate it will be a shelter," he thought; "and when the storm
clears off I can get home. Only three o'clock," he added, looking at
his watch. "I'll rest a bit."
He broke his way through the drifts which were piled up before the
door, and stumbled in. The moment his foot touched the threshold a
vague feeling of fear seized upon him; the place was quite empty,
thick with dust and festooned with cobwebs. There was not a stick of
furniture; yet it seemed to him that there should have been a bare deal
table, two deal chairs, and a fire in the grate. "Had he ever been here
before?" he asked himself. But he could find no answer to the question.
Finally, shaking off the feeling of depression which the influence
of this house had brought upon him, he lay down on the bare boards
and tried to sleep away the time. In this way, by the degree of some
mysterious Power, the man was brought back to the room where his father
had been murdered twelve or thirteen years before. And he was ignorant
of the terrible truth.
The snow continued to fall steadily, but there was no wind. The
absolute quiet was soothing to the tired man, and after a time his eyes
closed. For a while he slept peacefully as a child then his face grew
dark, his teeth and hands clenched themselves, and he groaned in agony.
He dreamt--and this was the manner of his dream: