"No, I do not think so; I am subject to trances; and on that night,
agitated as I was by the sight of my father, I fell into one. I must
have done the thing as in a dream; then passed at once into the fever
which robbed me of my memory until it was revived by the dream. I can
remember my childhood now, but I certainly remember nothing about
the murder. My last memory is that of rushing at my father with the
knife with which I afterwards killed him. It must be true; yes, I am a
criminal!
"Nonsense! A boy of ten, and mad for the time being! You are not a
criminal; no one could say so. If your mother had been wise, she would
have told the truth so as to save herself."
"She preferred to save me; and if she had explained all this, who would
have believed her? No one. She would simply have been accused of trying
to prove me guilty in order to hide her own sin. But now that you know
all, I want to have your advice. How am I to act?"
"Leave things as they are," Geoffrey said, promptly.
"But my mother is innocent."
"I know--if what she says is true."
"I believe it!" Neil cried. "I really believe it."
"Ah but will anyone else? To me, I confess, it seems a trifle
far-fetched. Even if you came forward and accused yourself, the whole
story rests on her evidence, and you will not be believed. No, Webster;
leave the matter as it stands, and stick to the name you are known by.
Your mother wishes it; and since she has done so much for you, it is
only right you should obey her."
"I don't know what to do." Neil clasped his hands. "Shall I remain
silent?"
"Take my advice, and remain silent," Heron replied, and he meant what
he said. "And remember," he added, "that I am always your friend
friend."
CHAPTER XI.
RUTH'S DIPLOMACY.
Whatever might have been Neil Webster's intentions as to saving his
mother by proving himself guilty, they were frustrated by a severe
illness. His body could no longer bear the strain of constant worry and
mental torture, and he was seized with an attack of brain fever. Then
it was that Heron proved himself indeed a friend; he attended to the
sick man and procured for him the very best advice. No brother could
have done more for the poor fellow than did Geoffrey. Putting entirely
aside his desire to be near Ruth and to prosecute his courtship, he
devoted himself to restoring Neil to health.