"What! Are you going to steal again? I want none of your ill-gotten
gains. This house is poor, but it is honest. I earn the food my child
and I eat, or I beg it; but stealing? No, I leave that to you. Why have
you come here?"
"I thought we might come together again and live a new life."
Mrs. Jenner threw aside her work and sprang up. "I would rather die,"
she said, in a voice of intense hatred. "You treated me like a dog; you
struck me; you starved me; you were unfaithful to me. I would rather
die."
"It was the drink," Jenner pleaded. "I was all right when I was sober."
"And were you ever sober?" demanded the woman, bitterly. "Not you. In
spite of all my care you lay in the mire and wallowed like the pig you
are."
"This is a nice welcome," grumbled the man, beginning to lose his
temper.
"What did you expect? Tears and kisses, and the killing of the fatted
calf? No, my man; I have been a fool too long. I am no fool now. You
have hunted me down; how, I know not. But you don't stay here. You go.
And, this time you go--for ever."
"My rights as a husband and a father----"
"A criminal has no rights," interrupted his wife. "Think of the past,"
she went on in a loud, hard voice. "Think of it, and then wonder at
your audacity in coming here to face me--me whom you have ruined."
"I don't want to think of the past--and I won't. Leave it alone. It's
dead and done with."
"Yes, but the consequences remain. Look at this house--your work. See
my withered looks--your work. Think of the child and his mysterious
illness--your work. You forget all that you have done. I do not; and I
intend to refresh your memory."
Jenner turned sullen. There was no chance of escaping from this, save
by going out again into the storm, and he was much too comfortable
where he was. So of the two evils he chose the lesser; and even in this
his selfish regard for his own comfort shewed itself. "Go on, then," he
growled, sullenly.
The woman returned to her seat, and averting her eyes she began to
speak in a low, monotonous voice, rising ever and growing more excited
as she went through the story of shame and sorrow.
"Let me begin at the beginning, when I was governess to Mr. Cass's
little girl; then I was happy and respected. I was pretty, too, and
admired. Mr. Cass was a merchant in the city, trading in Spanish
wines----"
"What's the use of telling me all this?" broke in Jenner, impatiently.
"It is all state. I was a clerk in Cass's office; I met you at his
house when I was there on business, and I married you----"
"Yes, you married me," she cried, fiercely. "The more fool I for being
taken by your good looks and your plausible tongue. For my sake it was
that Mr. Cass raised you to a higher position and gave you a larger
salary. We lived in Bloomsbury, and there, ten years ago, Gilbert was
born; but not until you had broken my heart and ruined my life."
"Come now, I was kind to you when I was sober."