Whom God Hath Joined: A Question of Marriage — David Hume — John Shaqi
Whom God Hath Joined: A Question of Marriage
David Hume · en
"Dead! Deed!
His soul hath sped,
The turf lies over his golden head.
"Cold! Cold!
In churchyard mould,
And just one stroke hath the death-bell tolled.
"Child! Child!
The angels smiled,
Then carried thee heavenward undefiled."
After the departure of Eustace, life went on in the same old fashion
at the Hall. Alizon passed her days and nights with Sammy, received
the few visitors that called, and was as happy as she could be under
the circumstances. She deeply regretted the kind friend who had been
such a comfort to her in her loneliness, but looking back on what she
had done, could not wish things otherwise. True, he had spoken most
delicately, and in such a way as could offend no woman, still she was
glad that he had gone, as his presence would have been a perpetual
reminder to her of his unhappy passion.
"If I had married him," she thought sometimes, "perhaps he would have
made me a better husband than Guy. But no! his love was a mere passion
of envy, wishing for what he could not obtain. Had I been single, very
probably he would not have spoken to me as he did. The fact that I am
the wife of another man is the true reason of his desire that I should
love him. Ah! these men, they are all the same. Eustace is a poet, and
his pleading was more delicate than another man's would have been, but
his instincts resemble those of the rest of his sex."
Thus she talked to herself, trying to harden her heart against the
misery of the man who loved her so devotedly and hopelessly. He was
going away from England, to exile, perhaps to death, and all for her
sake; even the least vain of woman could not but feel a thrill of
responsive feeling to such unutterable worship. But whenever she found
herself thinking in this dangerous fashion, she tried to change the
current of her thoughts. She was the wife of Guy Errington, and,
little as he deserved it, he had a right to expect entire purity of
thought and deed in his wife, yet, in spite of her Puritanical nature,
she dreamed at times of the unhappy exile whose love she had rejected.
Guy never wrote to his wife, nor gave any sign of existence, and she,
on her part, acted in the same way, so it seemed as if their lives
were parted for ever. Yet she frequently thought about him and began
to believe that she had been too harsh in her judgment. If such was
the case, let him come back and ask her forgiveness. If he did
so--well she might pardon him, and then--but no, there could never be
any trust or affection between them. The phantom of the past would
always come between them; so far as she could see, nothing remained to
make her life happy but the child.