Sammy was the idol of her heart. She forgot everything when she had
him in her arms, and she felt that the whole world might go to ruin as
long as this blue-eyed darling was left untouched, safe on the tender
bosom of his mother. In her daily life she adapted all things to suit
the living of her child, and never knew a happy moment when she was
away from his side.
The first thing in the morning the child was brought down to her
bedroom, and sprawled on the coverlet, while she lay looking at him
with happy eyes, babbling fond nonsense suited to his baby
understanding. When he slept in the morning she sat beside his crib
watching the flushed little face, the tangled golden curls, and the
tiny dimpled hands. She went out with him for his daily drive,
accompanied by Mrs. Tasker, and would hardly let that worthy woman
touch him, so jealous she was of his liking for anyone save herself.
He played at her feet for hours, and she sat beside him in a low chair
singing tender little songs, playing baby games, amusing him with his
toys, and when he grew fretful with wakefulness, lulled him to sleep
on her breast. Every hour of the day she found some new perfection in
him, she was never tired of talking about his clever ways, his
infantile wisdom, his loving disposition, and when he was laid to rest
at night, she hung over him like an enamoured lover breathing
blessings on his unconscious head.
The world will doubtless laugh at such tender devotion, at such
intense absorption in an unformed infant, but no one but a woman, no
one but a mother, can understand the wondrous power of maternal love
that dominates every other feeling in the feminine heart. All the
passion of lovers, the ecstacies of poets, the blind adoration of men
for those they love, pale before this strongest of all feelings
implanted in the human breast. Perhaps some will say that
self-preservation is stronger, but this is not so, as a mother in an
extreme case will sacrifice her life for that of her child, thereby
proving the superiority of the maternal feeling.
In this worship of the child she forgot earth, she forgot heaven, she
forgot God.
And God punished her.
Sammy was cutting his teeth, and was feverish and fretful for some
days, but although every care was lavished upon him neither Alizon nor
Mrs. Tasker deemed the illness to be anything worse than a slight
infantile malady. But one evening, Alizon bending over his sleeping
form, saw his face grow black, his little limbs begin to twitch, and
in a moment the poor child was in strong convulsions. Pale with
terror, she shrieked for Mrs. Tasker and sent off a groom at once for
the village doctor who had attended to Sammy since his birth. Mrs.
Tasker, terribly anxious, yet restraining herself so as not to
affright the agonised mother, did what she could under the
circumstances and placed the child in a hot bath. The doctor arrived
as quickly as possible, but he was too late--the child was dead.
Dead!