She made no reply, so after greeting Otterburn, Eustace conducted them
to a carriage, and they drove to the Hotel de la Mer. Alizon lost no
time, but asked to be taken at once to her husband's room. Eustace
tried to prepare her mind, so that the shock of seeing him should not
be too much, but she disregarded all his entreaties, and went up to
the darkened apartment where her husband was lying. One question only
she asked Gartney before she entered:
"Is that woman here?"
"Do you think I would have sent for you had she been?" he replied,
deeply hurt. "No I She has left San Remo, and will trouble you no
more."
"Your doing?"
"Yes."
She gave him her slender, black-gloved hand for a moment, and then
passed to her husband's bedside, where her place was henceforth to be.
The next morning Otterburn, having discharged his duty, returned to
his wife, and Lady Errington was left alone with Eustace to nurse the
man whom she never thought to meet with kindly feeling again.
Guy was terribly ill for a long time, but as out of evil good
sometimes comes, there was no doubt that this illness was beneficial,
inasmuch as it showed Alizon the true state of her husband's heart. In
those long, dreary hours, as she sat beside the bed listening to his
incoherent ravings, she heard sufficient to convince her that Guy had
always tenderly loved her--that his apparent infidelity was the result
of despair, and that a word of forgiveness from her would have saved
him from the misery he had suffered. No explanation on the part of
Eustace Gartney--no explanation from her husband, had he been in good
health--would have convinced her of the truth, and there would always
have lurked in her heart a terrible suspicion that she had been sinned
against, which would have embittered her whole life. She would have
perhaps forgiven her husband, but she nevertheless would have believed
him guilty, and his presence would have been a constant regret and
reproach to the purity of her soul. But these wild mutterings, these
agonised ravings, revealed the true state of things--revealed at once
his weakness and his strength; so little by little the scales fell
from her eyes, and she saw how noble was this nature, how weak was the
soul, and how needful to its well-being was love and tenderness.