A Virginia Girl in the Civil War, 1861-1865: being a record of the actual experiences of the wife of a Confederate officer
John Locke · en
Soon the streets were full of Federal troops, marching quietly along.
The beautiful sunlight flashed back everywhere from Yankee bayonets. I
saw negroes run out into the street and falling on their knees before
the invaders hail them as their deliverers, embracing the knees of
the horses, and almost preventing the troops from moving forward. It
had been hard living and poor fare in Richmond for negroes as well as
whites; and the negroes at this time believed the immediate blessings
of freedom greater than they would or could be.
The saddest moment of my life was when I saw that Southern Cross
dragged down and the Stars and Stripes run up above the Capitol. I am
glad the Stars and Stripes are waving there now. But I am true to my
old flag too, and as I tell this my heart turns sick with the supreme
anguish of the moment when I saw it torn down from the height where
valor had kept it waving for so long and at such cost.
Was it for this, I thought, that Jackson had fallen? for this that
my brave, laughing Stuart was dead--dead and lying in his grave in
Hollywood under the very shadow of that flag floating from the Capitol,
in hearing of these bands playing triumphant airs as they marched
through the streets of Richmond, in hearing of those shouts of victory?
O my chevalier! I had to thank God that the kindly sod hid you from
all those sights and sounds so bitter to me then. I looked toward
Hollywood with streaming eyes and thanked God for your sake. Was it
to this end we had fought and starved and gone naked and cold? to this
end that the wives and children of many a dear and gallant friend were
husbandless and fatherless? to this end that our homes were in ruins,
our State devastated? to this end that Lee and his footsore veterans
were seeking the covert of the mountains?
CHAPTER XXVII
UNDER THE STARS AND STRIPES
The Arlington is one-half of a double house, a veranda without division
serving for both halves. Just before noon up rode a regiment of Yankees
and quartered themselves next door. We could hear them moving about and
talking, and rattling their sabers. But I must add that they were very
quiet and orderly. There was no unnecessary noise. They all went out
again, on duty, I suppose, leaving their baggage and servants behind
them. They did not molest or disturb us in any way. After a while we
heard a rap on the door, and on opening it three men entered. They
were fully armed, and had come, as they said, to search the house for
rebels. The one who undertook to search our rooms came quite in and
closed the door while his companions went below. He was very drunk.
Anxious to get rid of him quickly I helped him in his search.
He touched my arm and whispered: “Sis, I’m good Secesh as you--but
don’t say nothin’ about it.”
“You’d better look thoroughly,” I insisted, pretending not to hear him.
Going to the bed I threw the mattress over so he could see that no one
was concealed beneath. He followed and touched my arm again.