A Virginia Girl in the Civil War, 1861-1865: being a record of the actual experiences of the wife of a Confederate officer
John Locke · en
One morning my friend, Miss Barnett, a beautiful girl, rushed into my
room, and, throwing herself on the floor beside me, began telling me
with sobs and tears that my brother-in-law, Major Grey, or his brother
Dick, was a prisoner in the Old Capitol at Washington. She begged me
to go at once and see what I could do. If I could not find some way of
helping the prisoner to freedom, I could at least add to his comfort in
prison.
“You could at least show him that he was remembered,” she said.
“You could take some little delicacies which would be grateful to a
prisoner. I will help you to get them up.”
Poor Isabelle! It was one of the tragedies of the war. She was too
wretched to attempt any concealment.
“You see, if I had any right to go myself I would not ask you to go for
me. If I were even engaged to him--but I am not. You see, it couldn’t
be. But, O Millie! I wish there wasn’t any war that I might be my
love’s betrothed and go to him!”
For a minute her proposition daunted me. To rush into Washington, a
Southern woman, alone and unprotected; to be surrounded on all sides
by the Government officials and spies whose business it was to watch
and report every careless word and act of any one who was known to
be interested in the South or in Southerners--the undertaking seemed
desperate. But there were Isabelle’s tearful eyes, and there was the
fear that Nell’s husband might be the prisoner. I determined to make
the trip at all hazards.
Together we made purchases of what we considered the most tempting
delicacies to take to an invalid or prisoner. There were cheeses,
crackers, oranges, lemons, jellies; and we did not forget to add to our
stock wine, whisky, pipes, and tobacco. Isabelle herself sent a box
of fine cigars, a costly gift, for the war with the Southern States
affected the price of tobacco.
The next morning I started off by myself to Washington in fear and
trembling. Taking a hack there, and trusting to a kind Providence for
guidance and protection, I drove first to the office of the provost
marshal for a permit. On entering his office, to my consternation I
recognized in him the judge-advocate under whose protection our truce
boat had gone to Richmond not many months before with the distinct
understanding that her passengers were not to return from Dixie while
the war lasted. But it was too late to retreat. Rallying all my courage
and self-control I greeted him as a stranger, asking whether or not I
was addressing Judge Turner. Answered in the affirmative, I requested
permission to visit the prisoners in the Old Capitol.
While I was talking he looked up and a glance almost of recognition
lighted his face. It was succeeded by a more scrutinizing regard as I
stood in perfectly assumed unconsciousness before him. Bowing, he asked
me to be seated, and to repeat my petition. Others were waiting their
turn, and his answer was prompt: