A Virginia Girl in the Civil War, 1861-1865: being a record of the actual experiences of the wife of a Confederate officer
John Locke · en
An orderly ascended with the message, and I waited at the steps,
watching anxiously for Dan or Dick to appear at the railing. I did not
have many minutes to wait. The orderly returned with the reply that
Lieutenant--not Major--Grey had been exchanged that very morning, and
was now on his way home. Happy for Nell and Isabelle and myself, I
poured out my thanks to the officer in command for helping me to such
good news, and asked his permission to send the large basket of good
things I had brought to the other prisoners. He gave it, and I saw the
orderly again mount the stairs, burdened this time with good wishes
and my still more substantial and acceptable offering. As I went out,
passing again through the prison gates, my driver whispered in the most
excited manner:
“Lady! lady! do take care! The prisoners are all at the windows, and if
you look up or speak to them we will both be arrested instantly.”
I seated myself quickly, and then, in spite of all fears and warnings,
glanced up, to see the windows filled with faces, and hands and
handkerchiefs waving to me inside the bars. As we dashed forward, I
leaned out of the window waving my handkerchief in vigorous response.
In the excitement, the enthusiasm of the moment, I lost all sense
of fear or danger--my whole heart was with those desolate, homesick
Confederates behind the bars. Fortunately the driver was frightened out
of his wits and drove like mad, or we should never have gotten to the
train in time.
I had been fortunate enough to find in my driver a strong, if secret,
sympathizer with the South. As I bade him good-by, and thanked him for
the care and promptness with which he had carried me about, and for
his unheeded warning as well, he said:
“Oh, lady, lady, you ran a great risk when you waved that handkerchief!
I saw it and drove as fast as I could to get you away from there. It is
a wonder we were not arrested.”
I stepped on the car, and was taking my seat, when a hand lightly
touched my shoulder from behind, and I heard myself arrested by a name
that was not mine. Behind me stood a sergeant in the United States
uniform, who informed me that I was his prisoner.
I tried to shrink away from him.
“That is not my name,” I said.
Still he kept that light grip on my shoulder. I felt sick. The day
had been a long one of exercise and excitement. I had eaten nothing
since my early breakfast of a cracker and a cup of coffee, and I was
physically weak. The terror of the situation, the full foolhardiness
of my undertaking flashed upon me. Alone in Washington, not a friend
near, and under arrest! For an instant everything whirled around me,
and I fell back against the breast of the sergeant; but as instantly I
pulled myself together and stood erect.
“You are mistaken,” I said quietly, “I am not the person you have
mentioned.”
And I threw back my heavy mourning veil and looked my captor full in
the face.
“Ain’t you? It’s widow’s weeds this time!”