He was honestly glad to be free of Clytie. With unconscious cynicism he
never sought to disguise it from himself. With Carteret of the Hussars
and Swithin and Holyoake of the Embassy he was in his proper sphere.
They were of the type. He had interests in common with them. The fact
that he was a man of high distinction was neither here nor there. Over
the fish and _entrées_ they talked of racing and shooting; over the game
they wandered along the upper galleries of the Cloaca Maxima of Paris;
over the peaches and Château-Mouton they told foul stories. An ignoble,
commonplace dinner party.
And Clytie was alone in her room at the hotel staring at an unknown
future.
CHAPTER XVIII.
The last three days of their stay in Paris were marked by a return
on the part of Thornton to his old devotion. He declined invitations
ruthlessly, spent almost the whole of his time with his wife. In all
outward and visible signs they were lovers again, but the inward and
spiritual grace was a bit vapoury. They went on excursions together, to
Fontainebleau, Melun, Passy. One day they wandered about the forest
of Vincennes and he kissed her beneath the trees as he used to do at
Bordighera. They had gay, laughing meals together at little riverside
restaurants. He was passionate in his expressions of endearment and in
his delight at her beauty. With the negative tact of passion, he avoided
all subjects that could jar upon her. For three days he was the Thornton
of their honeymoon.
Clytie at first could not understand this sudden change. She asked him
the reason tremulously.
“Can't you see, you silly girl,” he replied with masterful frankness,
“that I love you and we have only three more days' idleness?”
And then she let the spell come over her again and surrendered herself
to his mood. But now, instead of entering with spontaneous joy a world
of laughter whose magic gates lay open before her, she crossed the
threshold with deliberate step. She had to choose whether to laugh or
cry. She was young, she wanted to love her husband; so she chose to
laugh. It was an act of reason. But woe to love when reason has to find
its argument!
By Whitsuntide they were in London, installed in their house in
the Cromwell Road. The three days' passion had cooled down, and the
atmosphere was colder than before. But Clytie for several weeks was
so busy that she had not time for much consideration of troubling
questions. First, the house required her attention. There was much
supplementary furniture to be chosen, many minor schemes of decoration
to be carried out in accordance with her own artistic tastes.