He had no difficulty in setting at work the machinery of social
influence, and the result was the offer of a private-secretaryship on
the part of an under-secretary of state. He accepted it. It would not
only afford him an insight into the practical working of politics, but
would give him an opportunity of making himself known to the chiefs of
the Conservative party and securing their influence when he should seek
to enter Parliament. When everything was settled he informed Clytie
casually in Paris of his new ambitions. She, too, had wondered what
outlet this man of restless action would find for his energies, and,
shrinking from inquiry, had been filled with vague uneasiness. Now
she felt that he had made a worthy choice and in spite of dubious
encouragement strove to identify herself with his interests. True, she
contemplated with a little dismay the abandonment of her own pet
social theories, which tended towards an advanced and somewhat inchoate
Radicalism, and the espousal of a cause forming part of a scheme of life
against which she had so passionately rebelled. But she wilfully, almost
desperately, shut her eyes against all this. She would give her heart
and soul to Thornton's glory, and the sacrifice of principle on her part
would only accentuate the triumph. But this sacrifice Thornton did not
concern himself to realise. Very few men ever do. As we have seen, he
laughed at it.
He entered upon his political duties as soon as they returned to London,
led a busy life of work and pleasure, throwing into both the energy of
his strong vitality. He was not a man to wait. Social position, power,
must be wrested from the world by force of arms. The sooner the struggle
began and the fiercer it was fought the sooner would come success. It
behoved Clytie, therefore, to enter upon it with him at once. Before she
could realise herself as mistress of a large house, as cut off from the
old habits that had invested London with earnest charm, as sundered from
Kent and Winifred, as deprived of her art and her dreams and ambition,
she found herself caught up in the whirl of London society, bidden to
cultivate its conventions, flatter its weaknesses, intrigue, gossip,
dance, drive, rush, without a moment's pause to think.
And thus began her new life. It was not the one she had dreamed of. In
fact she hardly recognised herself in her deliberate subordination to a
nature dominating hers. She let herself drift, abandoning herself to
the current, clutching hold of her love towards her husband as the only
plank saving her from destruction.