It was a period of strange new happiness for Clytie. It showed itself
outwardly in her art. No one but herself has ever seen the pictures
that she painted during this time--not even Caroline. They were all
unfinished, sketched in the hurried, semi-impressionist manner with
which from her early girlhood she had been wont to give objectivity
to her cravings and imaginings; but they were dainty, laughing, tender
things, a world of waxen touches and sweet hopes. It would be hard to
say how many small panels she covered with the promises of this new
life. Sometimes, when she was quite alone, she would lock the door and
take them out and arrange them along the wall on the ledge above the
dado, and gladden her heart with them. After which she would collect
them hastily and lock them up, with a smile at her own foolishness. She
meditated now and then, before the fire, with closed eyes, turning
over the leaves of her Book of New Formulas, which had grown somewhat
tear-stained and dusty; but she found in it nothing relating to present
things, and she laughed quietly at the omission, resolving to rectify it
by and by. It was strange that she had not included this in her scheme
of life. And yet, after all, was it so strange? She could not quite
decide. But the future she never questioned. The evolution of her
own individuality seemed in no wise to concern her. She had projected
herself into another life. And she looked at the world, and again she
saw it fair; and peace rested on her eyelids as she slept. And the weeks
went on.
One evening in the middle of December Thornton and herself were alone
together. They had finished dinner and he was smoking a cigar with his
coffee in the dining-room. Relations between them were beginning to grow
kindlier again. That is to say, he curbed his temper, inquired after her
health, and occasionally spent an evening at home. They had not spoken
much during the meal. Now that they had so few interests in common,
their conversation was generally desultory. The one great and precious
bond that was to be between them was rarely mentioned. It was too deeply
rooted in the holiest place of Clytie's soul for her to discuss it in
the commonplace interviews she had with her husband, and his interest
in the matter did not go much beyond a rather irritating sense of
responsibility. Some feeling of the sort prompted him on this evening to
allude to the subject.
“I heard from the Claverings this morning,” he said, knocking off his
cigar ash into the fender. “They want us to go and spend Christmas with
them in their new place in Hampshire.”
“Oh?” said Clytie politely.
She had seen Mrs. Clavering several times during the summer in town, and
further acquaintance had only increased the antipathy she had conceived
in Paris. Thornton, however, had been pretty intimate with them during
the latter part of the season, and he had met Major Clavering again in
Scotland. Hence the invitation.