“Bah! my friend. What is the meaning of all this?” she said cynically.
“You don't care a straw for me--you told me yourself I had gone off
lamentably. And I don't rate you a halfpenny above your worth. You are a
fine-looking man with impulses and animal passions instead of brains and
heart; and if you were to die to-morrow, my delicate appreciation of my
dinner would not be impaired. So why in the name of common sense have we
revived this miserable farce?”
“It's a kind of absinthe. We like it.”
“If I could pump up any enthusiasm about you,” she went on, not heeding
his epigram, “I could understand it. But you are bad all through. You
would not even be moderately faithful to me--as you are not to your
wife.”
“What the devil do you mean?” asked Thornton quickly, showing his teeth.
But Mrs. Clavering laughed.
“Do you take me for a fool, or a woman of the world, my friend? I have
eyes and I have ears. I'll go into particulars if you like.”
“That would scarcely be interesting,” he said.
He looked at her for some moments and then burst out into his
resonant laugh, expecting boyish indulgence for his peccadilloes. His
whole-hearted animal laughter was irresistible. The woman joined in.
“I don't know which is the worse of us two,” she said. “Perhaps I. I
forgive you.”
The piquant cynicism of this revived liaison attracted Thornton, was
an enjoyable complement to the essentially masculine side of that
country-house life. He was a keen, brilliant sportsman, a famous shot,
a perfect though reckless rider, standing out in all physical qualities
far above the other men of his type who were his fellow-guests. By them
he was flattered, in an honest British way, his acts were applauded, and
his opinions received with respect. In the slaying of creatures,
brute or human, he was an indubitable authority. And although he was
accustomed to a certain shade of deference from his associates, it
never failed to gratify his somewhat barbarous nature. Much of him had
remained undeveloped. Small things pleased and captivated him. To be the
central figure in this tiny world of sport was unalloyed pleasure to the
man of fierce passions and heroic courage. And the bitter philandering
in his relations with Mrs. Clavering amused, stimulated, irritated,
and fascinated him. In his own way, therefore, he was enjoying himself
exceedingly. Beyond writing Clytie a hurried note on the second day
after his arrival, he scarcely recalled to himself her existence. When
he did it was with petulant annoyance. He wished to God he had not been
such a fool as to marry. And now what the deuce was the point of having
children? But that was his wife's concern after all, for which he
cordially thanked the wise contriver of the human mechanism.