“You need never speak or think of this again, Kent. It is all over,
buried. For nearly a year we have lived almost as separated as we shall
do henceforward. I have come to be Clytie Davenant once again, to lead
the old life of work and happiness with you and Winifred. I can blot
out the past eighteen months like an evil dream in which I have suffered
much and learned much. We can work together as we used to do, Kent, and
you will find me, I hope, a better, gentler woman, dear. Now forget all
about it, as I shall do. Remember what you said yesterday--that no life
was so wrecked as to be incapable of reconstruction. You cannot tell
what comfort you gave me. And I cannot tell you what happiness I passed
through this morning--before--ah, well----Oh, Kent, my true, loyal
Kent! I am a very weak woman, and I want your goodness and help and
tenderness. You can do nothing to help or avenge what has passed. You
can do all for me in the future if you will.”
“What I can do is small enough, God knows!” replied Kent.
“Do you know what you can do for me?”
“Tell me.”
“Let me forget myself and my selfish wants in trying to bring some
help and gladness into your life. I wronged you deeply once--I wronged
myself; let me make reparation.”
Kent turned aside and passed his hand across his forehead.
“You must not think of me,” he said in a low voice. “I am rough and
strong, with no particular burdens to bear. Some day or the other, when
you are happy, I will come to you with my little griefs for the sake of
having them charmed away by your sympathy; but until then let me think
of you--help you if I can. If I can't, Heaven knows it will not be for
want of longing to do so.”
“Kent,” said Clytie very softly, unconsciously moving nearer to him, “I
am happy now. Can't you see that I am?”
Kent's heart beat like a sledge hammer; a wave of passionate love swept
through his veins, thrilling him to the finger tips. He was conscious
that if he turned his face the hair on her forehead would brush his
cheek. Never before had a woman spoken to him in that strange tone. The
world stood still for a moment. Then in a blinding daze of light, in
which all things in heaven and earth were drowned, he turned, caught her
to him, and kissed her.
Slowly Clytie freed herself, held out a restraining hand, and, with
steps strangely faltering, moved across the room to the couch, where
she sat down and hid her face in the cushions. Kent paused for a moment,
steadying his senses still reeling from the shock of the first kiss of
love he had ever given to woman. Then he went and stood by her side.
“Forgive me, Clytie. It was base of me. But it was something beyond
my will that acted. You forget that I love you. I have wronged you, my
queen, my life! If you can ever trust me again, I will devote myself
to making you forget that I have dared to love you. I ask your pardon,
Clytie.”