Combining their resources they were able to entertain in a modest way
those of their friends who perfectly understood their relations--the
Farquharsons, the Trehernes, Wither. On these occasions Mrs. Gurkins's
husband, a lean, self-effacive man, would wait at table in the severest
of black and lend immense dignity to the meal. Wither was a constant
visitor. The “monastery” was broken up; Fairfax had taken a practice in
a large country town, Green had taken a wife. Wither complained
bitterly, railing at them both for their disgusting selfishness. Clytie
learned to love the bright-eyed, gnomelike little being, his cynical,
paradoxical talk, his large-heartedness which he was ever anxious to
conceal from the world. Often when life seemed to weigh a little heavy,
the future to loom somewhat sad, and Kent and Clytie had been sitting
alone, a spell of wistful silence over them, Wither would come in
unexpectedly, and, with his subtle feminine perception piercing to the
heart of their mood, would exert himself to extra brilliancy and
dissipate their cloud in laughter. A man by no means requires delicate
tact to win a woman's love, but no man who displays it towards a woman
can fail of winning a little of the overflow of her heart. Clytie was
grateful to Wither. Once, when bidding him good-night,--Kent had gone
into the passage,--she added impulsively, “and thank you.”
He looked at her in his odd way, with a smile playing around his lips.
“What for? For being miserable and lonely and making use of you to cure
myself?”
But they understood one another, and he was touched by Clytie's little
tribute. And Clytie had spoken out of her heart.
For, in spite of the helpfulness and comfort of their life together,
there were gaps in its plenitude which, as she had said to Winifred,
ached a little at times. Kent was tenderness, manly sympathy itself: he
would have cut his tongue out rather than formulate a longing that
could not be satisfied. But moments came when the irony of life seemed
somewhat bitterly mocking, and caused a veil of sadness to be drawn
between them. And like people who love deeply each was sensitive to
the variations in the other's mood. Then Clytie would yearn for the
impossible: to fix forever the light she loved to see in his eyes, to
cling to his arm and be acknowledged his wife before all the world. Thus
through the midst of their happy, earnest life ran a vein of sorrow.