The evenings they usually spent together, working or talking. Now and
then, at Joyce’s invitation, the old man would come in, and the trio
would talk literature, the old man vaunting the ancients and Joyce
defending the moderns, until a veritable Battle of the Books was
recontested, while Yvonne sat by, in awed silence, wondering at the
vastness of human learning. Often he wrote or discussed the novel with
her. In this she took the deepest interest. The intellectual processes
involved were a perpetual mystery to her, and caused her to place Joyce
on a pinnacle of genius. But her sympathy and enthusiasm helped him as
few other things could. And gradually her influence made itself felt
in his writing. His sympathies widened, his aspect upon life softened.
Planned to reveal the bitter sordidness of broken lives, and half
written in a grey, hopeless atmosphere, imperceptibly the book lost in
harshness, grew in tenderness and humanity. And this corresponded to the
softening in the nature of the man himself.
Yet now and then incidents occurred that brought back the past in all
its gloom. One in particular weighed for many days afterwards upon his
mind.
It was a sultry night. He had come out for a stroll down Upper Street
and High Street, before going to bed. Outside the Angel, the limit of
his walk, he lingered a moment and was looking with idle interest at
the great block of omnibuses, when he became aware that a poorly-dressed
woman was standing by him, gazing rigidly into his face. He started,
tried to fix her identity.
“Good God! It is you!” said the woman.
Then he remembered. It was Annie Stevens, the girl who had betrayed him
so miserably to the theatrical company years before.
“Won’t you speak to me?” she asked, somewhat humbly, as he remained
silent.
“You recall a very bitter time to me,” said Joyce.
“Do you think it is any sweeter to me?” she asked.
And then, with a quick glance round at an approaching policeman:--
“Walk on a little way with me, will you?”
He hesitated for a moment, but a beseeching look in her eyes touched
him. Her presence at that place, at that hour, spoke of tragedy. She had
never been pretty. Now she had grown thin and hard-featured.
“You need n’t fear I’m going to ask you for anything--you of all people
in the world. Of course, if you don’t want to be seen with me, don’t
come. You can’t hurt me. I’m past that. But I’d like to speak with you
for a minute or two.”
He had moved on with her while she was talking. Then there were a few
moments’ silence.
“Well?” he enquired. “What do you wish to say?”
“God knows--anything--just to ask you, perhaps, whether you’re right
again. I have thought of you enough.”
He glanced at her curiously.
“Why have you come to this?”
“Why did you go to prison?” she retorted.
“I did wrong and was punished for it.”