Joyce brought Yvonne down to the back-parlour. The wine came out of
the dirt-encrusted bottle like sunshine breaking through a cloud, and
gladdened their hearts. And that was their marriage feast. Thus began
the wedded life of these two. Years of struggle, poverty, and ostracism
lay before them. They faced it all fearlessly. To each of them the
long-denied love had come, at last, new and vivifying, changing the
meaning of existence. Yet the final word of mutual revelation awaited
the loosening touch. It came with tragic unexpectedness.
One evening, not long after their marriage, Joyce, looking through the
shop copy of “The Islington Gazette,” caught the head-line, “Salvation
lassie commits suicide in New River.” A presentiment of what would
follow flashed upon him. It was true. Annie Stevens had killed herself.
“Good God!” he said involuntarily.
Yvonne looked up from her sewing, and grew alarmed at the distress on
his face.
“What is it?”
He was silent for a few moments. To tell her would involve long
explanations. Yvonne knew of Annie Stevens in connection with his
disgrace on the tour of “The Diamond Door,” but he had not spoken of
after meetings. Yvonne put her work aside, in her quick way, and came
and sat down on the footstool by his feet. As he bent and kissed her, she
drew his arm round her neck, holding his hand.
“What has pained you?”
And then he told her the whole of the girl’s miserable story, her love
for him, her degradation and downfall, and her wild idea of atonement.
“And this is the end,” he said, showing her the paragraph.
“Poor girl!” said Yvonne, deeply touched. “It was so pathetically
impossible, was n’t it?”
“Yes, dear,” Joyce answered. “I, too, know that.”
“What?”
“The tragic futility of such self-crucifixion. I have never told you the
history of that night--why I gave you up--and the part this poor dead
girl played in it.”
In a low voice, he went over the old ground of degradation and his
longing for atonement, and briefly laid before her the facts of his
renunciation.
“I know now,” he concluded, “that it could only add misery to misery.
Nothing that a man or a woman alone can do can restore lost honour and
self-reverence. No fasting or penance or sacrifice is of any use.”
Yvonne drew her face away from him, so as to see him better. Pain was in
her eyes. Her lips quivered.
“Then--Stephen--dear--is it still the same with you about the
prison--the old horror and shame?”
“My dearest,” he said tenderly, “I said man alone was powerless. It is
the touch of your lips that has wiped away all stain for ever.”
They looked deep into each other’s eyes for a long, speechless moment
And then Yvonne, like a foolish woman, fell a-sobbing on his knees.
“Oh, thank God, my dear, thank God!” she said.
End of the Project Gutenberg EBook of Derelicts, by William J. Locke