Then, according to my young lady's incoherent and parenthetic
narrative, followed idyllic days. Pauline chattered to Mr. Everest in
the morning, walked with him in the afternoon, pretended to play the
piano to him in the evening, and in between times sat with him at
meals. The inevitable happened. She had met no one like him
before--he represented the strength and the music of the great world.
He flashed upon her as the realisation of the vague visions that had
floated before her eyes when she stared seawards in the driving wind.
That the man was a bit in love with her seems certain. I think that
one day, when a wayside shed was sheltering them from the rain, he must
have kissed her. A young girl's confidences are full of details; but
the important ones are generally left out. They can be divined,
however, by the old and experienced. At any rate Pauline was radiantly
happy, and Everest appeared contented to stay indefinitely at Ravetot
and watch her happiness.
Thus far the story was ordinary enough. Given the circumstances it
would have been extraordinary if my poor little Pauline had not fallen
in love with the man and if the man's heart had not been touched. If
he had found the girl's feelings too deep for his response and had
precipitately bolted from a confused sense of acting honourably towards
her, the story would also have been commonplace. The cause of his
sudden riding away was peculiarly painful. Somehow I cannot blame him;
and yet I am vain enough to imagine that I should have acted otherwise.
One morning Everest asked her if Jeanne might search his bedroom for a
twenty-franc piece which he must have dropped on the floor. In the
afternoon her father gave her twenty francs to get a postal order; he
was sending to Paris for some fresh mechanism for his precious
roulette-wheel. Everest accompanied her to the little Post Office.
They walked arm in arm through the village like an affianced couple,
and I fancy he must have said tenderer things than usual on the way,
for at this stage of the story she wept. When she laid the louis on
the stab below the _guichet_, she noticed that it was a a new Spanish
coin. Spanish gold is rare. She showed it to Everest, and meeting his
eyes read in them a curious questioning. The money order obtained,
they continued their walk happily, and Pauline forgot the incident.
Some days passed. Everest grew troubled and preoccupied. One
live-long day he avoided her society altogether. She lived through it
in a distressed wonder, and cried herself to sleep that night. How had
she offended? The next morning he gravely announced his departure.
Urgent affairs summoned him to Paris. In dazed misery she accepted the
payment of his account and wrote him a receipt. His face was set like
a mask, and he looked at her out of cold, stern eyes which frightened
her. In a timid way she asked him if he were going without one kind
word.