Arrogance, uncharitableness, and cruelty. To wife and children. For
thirty years. Fifteen shillings to buy a scourge wherewith to do
penance. He could think of nothing else by day or night. The earth
beneath his feet which he had deemed so solid became a quagmire, so
that he knew not where to step. And the serene air darkened. The
roots of his being suffered cataclysm. Either his wife had been some
mad monster in human form, or her terrible indictment had some basis of
truth. The man's soul writhed in the flame of the blazing words. A
scourge for penance. Fifteen shillings to buy it with. In due course
he received the ghastly cheque from Haversham. His first impulse was
to tear it to pieces; his second, to fold it up and put it in his
letter-case. At the end of a business meeting with Haversham a day or
two later, he asked him point-blank:
"Why did you insult me by sending me the cheque for fifteen shillings?"
"It was a legal formality with which I was bound to comply."
"_De minimis non curet lex_," said Sir Hildebrand. "No one pays
barley-corn rent or farthing damages or the shilling consideration in a
contract. Your action implies malicious agreement with Lady Oates'
opinion of me."
He bent his head forward and looked at Haversham with feverish
intensity. Haversham had old scores to settle. The importance,
omniscience, perfection, and condescending urbanity of Sir Hildebrand
had rasped his nerves for a quarter of a century. If there was one
living man whom he hated whole-heartedly, and over whose humiliation he
rejoiced, it was Sir Hildebrand Oates. He yielded to the swift
temptation. He rose hastily and gathered up his papers.
"If you can find me a human creature in this universe who doesn't share
Lady Oates's opinion, I will give him every penny I am worth."
He went out, and then overcome with remorse for having kicked a fallen
man, felt inclined to hang himself. But he knew that he had spoken
truly. Meanwhile Sir Hildebrand walked up and down the little
visitors' room at the club, where the interview had taken place,
passing his hand over his indeterminate moustache and long blunt chin.
He felt neither anger nor indignation--but rather the dazed dismay of a
prisoner to whom the judge deals a severer sentence than he expected.
After a while he sat at a small table and prepared to write a letter
connected with the business matters he had just discussed with
Haversham. But the words would not come, his brain was fogged; he went
off into a reverie, and awoke to find himself scribbling in arabesque,
"Fifteen shillings to buy a scourge."
After a solitary dinner at the club that evening he discovered in a
remote corner of the smoking-room, a life-long acquaintance, an old
schoolfellow, one Colonel Bagot, reading a newspaper. He approached.
"Good evening, Bagot."
Colonel Bagot raised his eyes from the paper, nodded, and resumed his
reading. Sir Hildebrand deliberately wheeled a chair to his side and
sat down.