He lay awake for some time that night, lost in a great wonder at the
staunch steel of her nature. Here was one who had lost everything the
world held dear, husband, home, good-repute, society, work, all through
him, a once rejected lover, on whom she had bestowed her friendship
for her husband’s sake, and a word of regret had never passed her
lips--still less a word of reproach; her old loyal friendship had come
bright through such a test as stains and fouls the fairest comradeship
between man and woman. Did the earth elsewhere hold humanity so
transcendent? The commoner needs of the bruised child of clay that might
have suggested a solution, the man forgot in his adoration. Up till now
she had been the great and hopeless love of his life, to which he had
been ever loyal in thought and word. Henceforward she was to be the
divinity of his impassioned worship.
The deified being, unconscious of her apotheosis, but only feeling a
heart-broken, weary woman, cheered by a dear and loyal friend, reached
her home and found two letters awaiting her. She took them to her
bedroom and sat on the edge of the bed to read them. The first, a large
packet, contained a collection of tracts and religious leaflets. She
was about to throw them aside, when her eye caught a flaring title:
“The Woman who Sinned and was Saved.” The other pamphlets bore analogous
inscriptions. She flushed hot with wrath at the outrage--then rose and
tore the insulting papers across and across in a frenzy of indignation,
and threw them into the grate. The request of the committee had been a
social necessity, to which she had bowed her head in resignation. The
insult of this anonymous evangelist scorched her. Forgetting the other
letter, she proceeded to undress, anxious to get into the darkness, and
lay her burning cheek upon the pillow. She thought fiercely of Hugh,
of the savage joy it would be if he could find out and horsewhip the
offender. But before she extinguished her light, the second envelope
caught her attention. She broke it open, setting her teeth against fresh
humiliation. She read the letter. Then sat down on the bed and began to
cry, like a foolish woman. It was only a little note from Mrs. Cahusac,
urging, with delicate tact, the claims of a friend.
Hugh did not seek out Gerard. Days passed. At last they met one morning
at Sunnington station. Hugh marched up straight to him.
“You are a pretty blackguard, Gerard Merriam.”
Gerard drew up his big frame and returned his old friend’s keen gaze
with a stare.
“And you?”.
“I am an honest man, and in your heart you know it.”
“Honesty is a relative term.”
“And you know that your wife is a pure woman.”
“Who meets you on your arrival in England, and spends hours with you in
a private room of an hotel?”
“Have you been setting spies on her?” asked Hugh.
“I follow the usual course adopted by men in my position.”
The district train dashed into the station.