“I have sincerely repented of it since, I assure you. But we need not
talk of unpleasant things. All is for the best in this best of all
possible worlds. I see you are amply consoled, while I----”
“And you?”.
“I console myself, too,” she answered insolently. He regarded her
pityingly; was silent for a moment. Then he said in a kinder tone:
“Why speak like this? I should be happy to feel that you had made an
effort to save me. For I have judged you harshly. If you tried to act
loyally towards me, as I tried to act towards you, the fact will save us
from hating one another.”
“Will it?” she echoed. “My dear man, you can’t possibly conceive how I
hate you.”
“Very well, then. We’ll remain the best of enemies. Are you staying long
in London?”
“Till the day after to-morrow. I am afraid I shall not have the pleasure
of asking you to call on me.”
“I regret it extremely,” replied Hugh. “And now that I believe the
curtain is up, I will say good-bye.”
“Won’t you sit through the act in our box?” asked Minna. “It will be
difficult to get back to your--other wife.”
He turned on his heel and walked away. She looked back at him until the
curve of the passage hid him from her view, and then entered her box.
With muttered apologies to disturbed stall occupants Hugh regained his
place by Irene. She slipped her hand, as before, into his, and whispered
a welcome. His grasp grew tight as his heart swelled within him. Oh,
God, it was good to have her safe and secure! But the spell of the
play had lost its power. When the curtain fell again, he was scarcely
conscious of what had passed. It had fallen on a highly dramatic
situation. Irene gave the little sigh of relieved tension, and turned to
him, her face lit with the afterglow of kindled emotion.
“You are enjoying it, dearest?” he said.
“Oh, yes. And you?”
“I am beside you, Renie. That is all I want in this world.”
The answer contented her. She whispered a foolish word, her head near
his. Instinctively he raised his eyes to Minna’s box, and saw her
staring down at him with the hard, ugly look upon her face that he had
known so well in days past.
“I am afraid that poor girl is not happy,” said Irene, following his
glance. “Isn’t it strange, Hugh dear, that from the very first, I always
wanted to lighten her lot? What a meddlesome creature she would think me
if she knew!”
She drove knives into the man. In what estimation would she hold him, if
he told her his and that girl’s story? He was no hero in his own eyes;
in hers he day by day perceived, with an indescribable mingling of pain
and pride, that he was. It was her nature to exalt any one she loved on
a pinnacle of greatness. He had married her, allowing her to remain
in ignorance, honestly, according to his lights; for the sake of her
welfare alone. Now, for the first time, he trembled for himself.