Gerard nodded and withdrew. But for his previous hesitation, he would
have gone on to Harroway. As his self-esteem, however, was piqued,
he hailed a cab in the Strand, and continued his quest of Hugh in the
direction indicated. He leaned over the panels, his gloves in his great
sunburnt hands, and tried to distract his thoughts by contemplation of
the busy thoroughfares. Their unchanged aspect impressed him with the
returned wanderer’s illogical astonishment. But for his own incidented
career during his absence he might have left them only yesterday. Life
seemed to have stood still in London. He half pitied its stagnation. He
himself had whirled through time; had made a fortune, braved countless
adventures. Every day had differed from its predecessor. He had lived,
while this unchanging scene had gone mechanically on, day after day,
like the reiterated performance of some gigantic spectacle. The Strand,
the Haymarket, Piccadilly Circus, held his attention, but when the cab
turned off through the dull, decorous streets between Regent Street and
Oxford Street, he leaned back in the cab, and his thoughts were again
bent anxiously inwards. Again he felt the nervous reluctance to meet
Hugh, tried to formulate in his mind the explanation and apology whose
accomplishment was the main object of his visit. He had often styled
himself, boastingly, a plain man. But a plain man is very much like
a plain cook, unable to cope successfully with anything beyond the
commonplace. His errand dealt with extraordinary issues. How should he
fulfil it? And there was Hugh’s fiery temper to be reckoned with, and
his command of scathing speech. Gerard had always been just a little
afraid of Hugh in the old days, and the half-acknowledged habit of
timorousness still survived.
The cab drove down Oxford Street, past the Marble Arch, and turned
up one of the thoroughfares leading north. A quiet street to the
left contained Windsor Terrace. Gerard alighted at Number Fifty-two,
dismissed the cabman, and knocked at the door. A maid-servant opened. On
seeing him, she started and looked at him in some bewilderment.
“Is Mr. Colman in?” asked Gerard.
“No, sir.”
“When do you expect him?”
“Quite soon, sir.”
“Could I come in and wait?”
“There is Mrs. Colman upstairs, sir,” said the maid, perplexedly.
“Mrs. Colman!” echoed Gerard.
The announcement confused him. He had reckoned upon finding Hugh in
bachelor quarters. He had left Mrs. Colman in Nice. For a moment or
two his lip curled at a satirical thought. Probably one of Hugh’s
indiscretions. It was one of those houses from which the general visitor
was excluded. He glanced at the servant, whose perturbation became
evident. He drew out his card-case.
“Would you tell your mistress that an old friend of Mr. Colman’s has
very important business with him, and asks the favour to be allowed to
wait until he returns?”