He rose with a sigh, stretched himself, and after turning out the lights
in the drawing-room, went downstairs to the library, intending to do
an hour’s work before going to bed. He lit a cigarette, sat down,
and opened the brief-bag that he had brought home. With a handful
of documents, he drew out an unopened evening paper. He arrayed the
documents before him, then unfolded the newspaper, and leaning back in
his chair glanced idly up and down the columns. Suddenly his eye became
riveted to the page, his face grew white, and then he fell forward,
elbows on table, and sat staring in front of him, digging his nails into
his cheeks.
His back was to the door. He was not conscious that Irene, in
dressing-gown and with loose hair, had entered the room.
“Did I leave my book down here?” she asked, mentioning a new novel.
The sound of her voice startled him. He turned round, dazed. She came
towards him, caught sight of his face beneath the shaded gas-light,
and uttered a little cry of fear, for it was ghastly, and his eyes were
bloodshot. He beckoned her. She approached and read over his shoulder
the lines to which his finger pointed.
“A tragic sequel to the celebrated Sunnington murder is reported from
Nice. Miss Minna Hart, the daughter of the late Israel Hart, Esquire,
was found dead in her bed this morning. An empty bottle that had
contained chloral was found by her bedside. Whether death was the result
of an accident or not is not yet ascertained.”
But they knew. He turned in his chair, and they looked in silence at one
another. The dead girl seemed to rise up between them. For a moment they
were strangers.
“It was I that killed her,” he said.
“Yes, it was you.”
The words came mechanically from her lips. They crushed the man who lay
back in his chair, broken and helpless, with all the old pride gone.
“Then I had better follow her,” he said, staring moodily in front of
him.
There was a long, long silence. Irene looked at him, her hand to her
breast as if to suppress tumultuous workings. In the second and
greater crash of her illusions she had not felt the spasm of horror
and revulsion. She had only mourned the desecration of the sun in her
heaven. Her idol had been transmuted into clay, and she had seen herself
bereft of the god to whom she referred all the promptings of her soul.
Her chief sensation had been amazed self-pity, in which her broader
sympathies had no part. The moment of utter separation from him brought
a flash of insight, and she saw him as he was, a man confessed--erring,
high-minded, weak, patching up honour with dishonour, striving after
noble ends by base means, a contrast of opposites, a fusion of granite
and “a measure of shifting sand, from under the feet of the years.”
“I have made a ghastly failure of life,” he said, “but I can’t live
without your love.”