He sat for a long while with his hands blinding his eyes, trying to
realize what the abandonment of the scheme meant to him. He was a man who
faced his responsibilities squarely. For the first time in his life he had
tried the Cure seriously on himself--chance never having given him cause
before--and it had failed. He had heard the Cure which he regarded as a
divine unction termed a pestilential quackery; the words burned red-hot in
his brain. He had heard it depreciated, with charming tact and courtesy, by
a great authority on diseases of the skin. One short word, "no," had wiped
out of existence his Napoleonic scheme for the Armies of the World--for
putting them on a sound footing. He smiled bitterly as the incongruous jest
passed through his mind.
He had been fighting for months, and losing ground; but this was the first
absolute check that his faith had received. He staggered under it, half
wonderingly, like a man who has been hit by an unseen hand and looks around
to see whence the blow came. Why should it come now? He looked back along
the years. Not a breath of disparagement had touched the Cure's fair
repute. His files in London were full of testimonials honorably acquired.
Some of these, from lowly folk, were touching in their simple gratitude. It
is true that his manager suggested that the authors had sent them in the
hope of gain and of seeing their photographs in the halfpenny papers. But
his manager, Shuttleworth, was a notorious and dismal cynic who believed in
nothing save the commercial value of the Cure. Letters had come with
coroneted flaps to the envelopes. The writers certainly hoped neither for
gain nor for odd notoriety. He had never paid a fee for a testimonial
throughout his career; every one that he printed was genuine and
unsolicited. He had been hailed as the Friend of Humanity by all sorts and
conditions of men. Why suddenly should he be branded as a dealer in
pestilence?