And Stellamaris herself? She was twenty. John, still Great High
Belovedest, still finding his perfect rest from care, his enchanted
haven, in the great, wide-windowed room looking out to sea, wondered at
the commonplace fact. Not long ago, it seemed to him, she had been but
the fragile wraith of a child, with arms that you might pass through
a signet-ring, and hands no bigger than an acacia-leaf. He had sat but
yesterday full on the bed, without danger to the tiny feet which were
far away from him. And now the little child had passed into the woman.
Thanks to devotion, the world's learning, the resources of the
civilized earth, the life-giving air of the sea, her malady had scarcely
interfered with bodily growth. And the child's beauty had not been
fleeting. It had remained, and matured into that of the woman.
Unconsciously John had drifted away from childish things in his long and
precious talks with her.
One day she rebuked him.
“Great High Belovedest,” she said, “you have n't told me of the palace
and Lilias and Niphetos for months and months. Or is it years?”
He laughed. “It must be years. You don't realize that you 're grown up.”
“So every one says. I often wonder what it really means.”
“You 've developed,” said he.
“How?” she persisted.
“You've got longer and broader and--”
She laughed to hide a swift, pink confusion. “I know that, you silly
dear. The doctor's always taking measurements of me and making funny
calculations--cubing out the contents, as Mr. Wratislaw used to say. I
know I'm enormous. That's an external matter of yards and feet,”--she
spoke as if her proportions were Brobdingnagian,--“but I 'm referring to
inner things. How am I different, in myself, from what I was four years
ago?”