“If you don’t want to know what has happened, you ought to. I find my
poor friend dead on my arrival. Elysian fields for him, which I’m sure
are not as beautiful as the English lanes his soul longed for. To my
amazement he has left a fairy child to the joint guardianship of your
uncle and myself. Your uncle’s a sick man, and needs looking after. What
I’m going to do with all you helpless chickens, when I ought to be
painting trousers, God alone knows. I once was an artist. Now I’m a hen.
Yours, Clementina.”
She had also written to Etta in similar strain, and at the same
inordinate length, and was addressing the envelope when Quixtus entered
the room.
She wheeled round.
“Better?”
“Thank you,” said he. “Though I’m ashamed of myself for sleeping all
this time.”
“Jolly good thing you did go to sleep,” replied Clementina. “It has
probably saved you from a breakdown. You were on the verge of one.”
“Can I help you with any of the unhappy arrangements that have to be
made in these circumstances?”
“Made ’em,” said Clementina. “Sit down.”
Quixtus obeyed, meekly. He wore an air of great lassitude, like a man
who has just risen from a bed of sickness. He passed his hands over his
eyes:
“There was a sealed packet, if I remember rightly, and a child. I think
we might see now what the packet contains.”
“Are you fit to read it?” she asked. He smiled vaguely, for her tone
softened the abruptness of the question.
“I am anxious to do so,” he replied.
Clementina opened the envelope and drew out the two documents, the
letter and the will, and read them aloud. Neither added greatly to the
information given by Poynter. Hammersley charged them as his two oldest,
most loved and trusted friends, to regard themselves as the parents and
guardians of his orphaned child, to whom he bequeathed a small but
comfortable fortune, to be administered by them jointly in trust, until
she should marry or reach the age of twenty-five years. No mention being
made of the dead wife, her identity still remained a mystery. Like
Clementina, Quixtus had not heard of his marriage, could think of no
woman whom, six years ago, while he was in England, he could have
married.
But six years ago. . .! Quixtus buried his face in his hands and
shuddered. Had the man been false to every one—even to the wife of the
friend he had betrayed?
Suddenly he rose with a great cry and a passionate gesture of both arms.
“I am lost! I am lost! I am floundering in quicksands. The meaning of
the earth has gone from me. I’m in a land of grotesques—shapes that mop
and mow at me and have no reality. The things they do the human brain
can’t conceive. They have been driving me mad, mad!” he cried, beating
his head with his knuckles, “and yet I am sane now. Did you ever know
what it was to be so sane that your soul was tortured with sanity? Oh,
my God!”