The Glory of Clementina Wing — John Locke — John Shaqi
The Glory of Clementina Wing
John Locke · en
A flush of shame mounted to Quixtus’s cheek. It was intolerable that one
of his house—his sister’s son—should have been dependent for bread on
a woman. He himself was to blame.
“Clementina,” said he, “this is a very delicate matter, and I hope you
won’t misjudge me; but as your great generosity was based on a most
unhappy misunderstanding——”
“Ephraim Quixtus,” she interrupted, seeing whither he was tending, “go
on with your dinner and don’t be a fool!”
There was nothing for it but for Quixtus to go on with his dinner.
“I tell you what,” she said, after a pause, in spite of her weariness of
Tommy as a topic of conversation; “when Tommy met you in Paris, he
didn’t know what you’ve just told me. He thought you had unreasonably
and heartlessly cut him adrift. And yet he greeted you as affectionately
and frankly as if nothing had happened.”
“That’s true,” Quixtus admitted. “He did.”
“It proves to you what a sound-hearted fellow Tommy is.”
“I see,” said Quixtus. “Well?”
“That’s all,” said Clementina. “Or if it isn’t it ought to be.”
Quixtus made no reply. There was no reply possible, save the real
explanation of his eccentric behaviour; and that he was not prepared to
offer. But Clementina’s rough words sank deep in his mind. Judged by
ordinary standards, his treatment of Tommy had been unqualifiable;
Tommy’s behaviour all that was most meritorious. In Tommy’s case wherein
lay the proof of the essential depravity of mankind? His gloomy faith
received a shock which caused him exceeding discomfort. You see, if you
take all the trouble of going mad for the sake of a gospel, you rather
cling to it when you recover sanity. You are rather eager to justify to
yourself the waste of time and energy. It is human nature.
After dinner she dismissed him. He must go out to a café and see the
world. She had to look after the child’s slumbers, and write letters.
Quixtus went out into the broad, busy streets. The Cannebière was
crowded with gasping but contented citizens. On every side rose the
murmur of mirth and cheerfulness. Solid burgesses strolled arm in arm
with their solider wives. Youths and maidens laughed together. Swarthy
workmen with open shirt-collars showing their hairy throats, bareheaded
workgirls in giggling knots, little soldiers clinging amorously to
sweethearts—all the crowd wore an air of gaiety, of love of their kind,
of joy in comradeship. At the thronged cafés, too, men and women found
comfort in the swelter of gregariousness. Night had fallen over the
baking city, and the great thoroughfare blazed in light—from shop
windows, cafés, street lamps, from the myriad whirling lamps of trams
and motors. Above it all the full moon shone splendid from the intense
sky of a summer night. Quixtus and the moon appeared to be the only
lonely things in the Cannebière.