“If they attempt to write to me or see me, their allowances will cease.”
He covered his eyes with his hand, as though to shut out their hateful
faces. There was a short silence. Huckaby’s lips grew dry. He moistened
them with his tongue.
“And what about me?” he asked at last.
Quixtus drew away his hand with a despairing gesture, but made no reply.
“I suppose you’re right in classing me with the others,” said Huckaby.
“Heaven knows I oughtn’t to judge them. I was in with them all the
time”—Quixtus winced—“but I can’t go back to them.”
“My treating you just the same as them won’t necessitate your going back
to them.”
Huckaby bent forward, quivering, in his chair. “As there’s a God in
Heaven, Quixtus, I wouldn’t accept a penny from you on those terms.”
“And why not?”
“Because I don’t want your money. I want to be put in a position to earn
some honourably for myself. I want your help as a man, your sympathy as
a human being. I want you to help me to live a clean, straight life. I
kept the promise, the important promise I made you, ever since we
started. You can’t say I haven’t. And since you left I’ve not touched a
drop of alcohol—and, if you promise to help me, I swear to God I never
will as long as I live. What can I do, man,” he cried, throwing out his
arms, “to prove to you that I’m in deadly earnest?”
Quixtus lay back in his chair reflecting, his finger-tips joined
together. Presently a smile, half humorous, half kindly, lit up his
features—a smile such as Huckaby had not seen since before the days of
the hostless dinner of disaster, and it was manifest to Huckaby that
some at least of the Quixtus of old had come back to earth.
“In the last day or two,” said Quixtus, “I have formed a staunch
friendship with one who was a crabbed and inveterate enemy. It is Miss
Clementina Wing, the painter, whom you saw, in somewhat painful
circumstances, the other day at the tea-room. I will give you an
opportunity—I hope many—of meeting her again. I don’t want to hurt
your feelings, my dear Huckaby—but so many strange things have happened
of late, that I, for the present, mistrust my own judgment. I hope you
understand.”
“Not quite. You don’t mean to tell——”
Quixtus flushed and drew himself up.
“After twenty years, do you know me so little as that?”
“I beg your pardon,” said the other humbly.
Again Quixtus smiled, at a reminiscent phrase of Clementina’s.
“At any rate, my dear fellow,” said he, “even if she doesn’t approve of
you, she will do you a thundering lot of good.”
At the smile Huckaby took heart of grace; but at the same time the
memory of Clementina, storming over the tea-table, for all the world
like a French revolutionary general, filled his soul with wholesome
dismay. Well, there was no help for it; he must take his chance; so he
filled a philosophic pipe.