The Glory of Clementina Wing — John Locke — John Shaqi
The Glory of Clementina Wing
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“Yes. In a way. I sincerely do. If you mean—have I fallen desperately
in love with him?—well, I haven’t. That would be absurd. It’s not my
habit to fall in love.”
“What would you get out of it?”
She made an impatient gesture. “Rest. Peace. Happiness. He’s a wealthy
man and would give me all the comfort I need. I couldn’t face poverty.
And he would be kind to me.”
“And he—pardon the brutality of my question—what would he get out of
it?”
“I’m a lady, after all,” she said, “and I know how to run a large
house—and as a woman I’m not unattractive. And I’d run straight.
Temperamentally I am straight. That’s frank. Whatever impulses I’ve had
within me with regard to running off the rails have been the other way.
Oh, God, yes,” she added, with a little shiver and averted eyes, “I’d
run straight.”
“What about ghosts of the past rising up and queering things?”
“I’d take my chance. I’ve bluffed myself out of tight places already,
and I could bluff again.”
Huckaby lit another cigarette. “He looks on you as a spotless angel of
purity,” said he. “If he married you on that assumption, and learned
things afterwards, there would be the devil to pay. He’s been hit like
that already, and he went off his head. I shouldn’t like him to have
another experience. Why not tell him something—just a little?”
She raised both hands in nervous protest. “Oh, no, no. The woman who
does that is a fool. It never comes off. Let him take me for what he
thinks I am, and I’ll see that I remain so. Trust me. It will be all
right. You’re the only impediment.”
“I?”
“Of course. You have it in your power to give me away at any time.
That’s why I asked you whether you were my friend.”
Huckaby tugged at his beard, and pondered deeply. He meant, with all the
fresh energy of new resolve, to be loyal to Quixtus. But how could he
stand in the way of a woman seeking salvation? Moral sense, however, is
a plant of gradual growth. Huckaby’s as yet was not adequate to the
solution of the perplexing problem. Lena Fontaine held out her hand,
palm upward, across the table.
“Speak,” she said.
He took her hand and pressed it.
“I’ll be your friend in this,” said he.
She thanked him with her eyes, and rose.
“Let us go back to the others, or they’ll think we’re having a horrible
flirtation.”