Baltazar, who in the impatient interval between Sheepshanks’s staggering
news and the present interview, had pictured many a _dénouement_ of the
inevitable drama, had never pictured one so cold and unemotional as
this. The Chinese filial ideal he knew to be non-existent in the West;
but in his uncompromising way he had imagined extremes. Either scornful
enmity and repudiation, or a gush of human sentiment. A scene in a silly
old French melodrama, a memory of boyhood, had haunted him. “_Mon
fils!_”—“_Mon père!_” And the twain had thrown themselves into each
other’s arms. But neither of these dramatic situations had arisen. The
situation, indeed, was characterized by the cool and thoughtful young
man merely as “peculiar.” Well, it was an intelligent view. The boy had
heard the arguments of the advocates of the devil and the advocates of
the angels, and he had formed a sound and favourable judgment. On the
angels’ advocacy he had never reckoned. So much was there to the good.
He was not condemned. On the other hand, he saw no signs of filial
emotion. He himself, with his expansive temperament, would have rejoiced
at being able to cry “_Mon fils!_” and clasp to his breast this son of
his loins, this splendid continuance of his blood and his brain. But in
the calm, collected young soldier he could discover no germ of
reciprocated sentiment. He felt disappointed, almost rebuffed. All the
pent-up emotion of the lonely man was ready to burst the lock-gates; it
had to surge back on itself.
After a long silence, he said: “Yes, you’re right. It is a peculiar
situation. Perhaps circumstances make me take it more—what shall we
say—more emotionally than you. After all, I’m a perfect stranger. I’ve
never done a hand’s turn for you. I may be a complication in your
life—to put it brutally—a damned nuisance. I don’t want to be one, I
assure you.”
“Of course not,” Godfrey answered, with wrinkled forehead. “I quite
understand. You must forgive me, sir, if I don’t say much; but you’ll
agree that this revelation, or whatever we like to call it, is a bit
sudden. If your mind, as you said just now, is in process of adjustment,
what do you think mine must be?”
“All right,” said Baltazar. “Let us leave it at that for the present.”
He rose and marched to the door in search of Marcelle. But she had
disappeared from the terrace and was nowhere visible to his eye scanning
the garden. When he returned to the hall, Godfrey was standing.
“I suppose I must give the two of you time to recover from the shock of
me. I can quite understand that bouncing in from the dead like this is
disconcerting to one’s friends.” He looked at his watch. “I must be
catching my train. I shall see you soon again, I hope.”
“I was wondering, sir, whether you would lunch with me in town
to-morrow,” said Godfrey.
“Can you travel about like that?”
“Oh, Lord! yes. I’m going up to London in any case.”