At the end of the passage beyond the hall he saw a streak of light
signifying that Godfrey’s door was ajar. He went down, opened the door
and looked in. There was Godfrey, huddled up on the Chesterfield, his
head in his hands, his fingers clutching his crisp fair hair. As he
seemed unaware of intrusion, Baltazar closed the door quietly and
tiptoed away. No one knew better than he that every man must go through
his little Gethsemane alone. But the pity of it! He crept upstairs with
an aching heart. Papers by the last post in connection with the new
ministry lay on his desk. He sat down and tried to deal with them; but
at last abandoned them and sucked a gloomy pipe. Had he saved the boy
after all? Would the woman hold her tongue? Was Donnithorpe such a fool
as to believe his story? Meanwhile he was the avowed lover of the
detested woman and the betrayer of official secrets. And the vindictive
little rat held the proofs. What use was he going to make of them?
Yet the situation had a grimly humorous aspect. If he had not seen the
boy huddled up in grief and shame downstairs he would have envisaged it
with one of his great laughs. . . .
The next day passed quietly. Godfrey was absent till the evening. He had
been to the War Office and arranged to leave for France on the morrow by
the staff train. An agreeable evening was marred by no reference to Lady
Edna or the scrap of paper. They spoke of books and mathematics and the
war and the probable scope of Godfrey’s duties.
Only when they shook hands for the night did Godfrey say:
“I think, sir, you’re the best father that ever a man had.”
And Baltazar, with gladness leaping into his eyes and a grin on his
face, replied:
“God knows I try to be.”
On the following morning the post brought him a letter from
Donnithorpe’s solicitors. Would Mr. Baltazar make an appointment to meet
Mr. Donnithorpe and themselves, at his earliest convenience, on a matter
of very serious importance? He bade Quong Ho ring up and fix the
appointment for three o’clock that afternoon.
“Will you not,” hazarded Quong Ho, “be also accompanied by your
solicitor?”
“No,” said Baltazar in his grand self-confidence. “Damn lawyers.”
When the long train moved out of Charing Cross station amid the waving
of handkerchiefs and hats, he drew a breath of unutterable relief. As
far as God would allow, the boy was safe. Safe, at any rate, from the
woman with whom he had pledged his honour not to communicate while he
was in France. And the boy would keep his word. He had been disentangled
from the imbroglio. It was all that mattered. He made his powerful,
almost ruthless way through the sobered crowd of lately cheerful friends
seeing off those dear to them, almost heedless of the streaming eyes of
women who but a moment ago had been so brave and smiling. He was unique
among them. His son was not seeking, but escaping death.