He halted at the hurrying estuary of Hart Street, Bloomsbury, took off
his hat, and again mopped his forehead and the short thatch of thick
brown hair. The words of Dr. Rewsby of Water-End flashed across his
mind—“Have you generally conducted your life on these extravagant
principles?” . . . and . . . “I should say you were cultivating a very
bad habit, and I should advise you to give it up.” And he remembered his
confession, a year ago, to the sagacious doctor: “You have the most
comforting way in the world of telling me that I’m the Great Ass of the
Universe.”
“That man’s diagnosis,” said Baltazar to himself, putting on his hat,
“was perfectly correct. I am.”
He marched in his unconsciously hectoring way down Holborn and Oxford
Street, deep in his thoughts. Yes, once again his episodical life
history had repeated itself. The same old extravagant principles had
once again prevailed. They were part and parcel of his being, resistless
as destiny. Once again, without thought of the future, he had cast the
glowing present to the winds. Once again he had proved himself the Great
Ass of the Universe. But what did it matter? Godfrey was saved. Again he
made the papers crackle in his pocket. He had told him he would give his
life for him. He strode along fiercely. By God! Stupendous Ass that he
might be, he had never in his life broken a vow or a promise. . . .
Apart from the passionate love he had conceived for the boy, there was
no reparation adequate for his twenty years’ unconscious neglect. He
swung his stick to the peril of the King’s lieges on the pavement. It
was a young man’s world—this new world that was to follow the war. Old
men like himself were of brief account. Godfrey should have his chance,
unstained, unfettered in the new world which his generation, throwing
mildewed tradition on a universal bonfire, would have to mould.