The man had dreamed many dreams. What great man does not? Never yet has
the human being whose day’s vision is blackened by the curtain of the
night reached the shadow of achievement. Then again: was it of England
or of John Baltazar that he dreamed? Who can tell? Can any man of noble
ambitions, of deep conviction of his own powers, strip himself naked
before his God and tell?
And now the dreams were but dreams. Blankness confronted him. Raving
against fate brought no consolation or relief. In utter dejection he
threw himself into an arm-chair and once more gazed hopelessly at
catastrophe.
There was no longer a John Baltazar. As far as England was concerned he
had ceased to exist. In that lawyer’s office he had signed his
abdication. There was the letter written and addressed, formally
declining the almost hourly expected offer of the ministerial
appointment. The offer had now come. He had pledged his honour to give
immediate signal for the posting of the answer. That was part of the
price demanded for the surrender of the disastrous documents. He went to
the telephone and curtly carried out those terms of his contract.
There remained the other condition to be fulfilled, for which they had
no other guarantee than his word. There at least—and a gleam of pride
irradiated his gloom—he had triumphed. He had compelled them to trust
his word without a scrap of written obligation. He would sail for China
within a month.
He sat there alone in the silent house, wondering again whether he had
not set the final seal on himself as the Great Ass of the Universe. He
had been driven, it is true, into a corner by the malignity and craft of
his opponents; but it was he himself who had dictated the terms of
surrender. Acting on one of the wild impulses that had deflected from
childhood the currents of his life, he had made the amazing proposal.
It was the end of John Baltazar. He rose, went over to his table and
filled his pipe. Anyhow, the House of Baltazar stood firm in honour. He
would yet dandle the grandson on his knee. _La course du flambeau_ was
the beginning and end of human endeavour. The torch was in Godfrey’s
hands now. . . . Feeling for his match-box, his wrist met the hidden
papers in his jacket pocket which he had almost forgotten. He drew them
out, folded the one fraught with court-martial and disgrace to Godfrey
into a long strip and set fire to it, a torch not to be handed on. He
lit his pipe with it instead and watched it burn till the flame touched
his finger-tips. Then he went over to the grate and burned the
love-letter.
He sat down and wrote to Godfrey.
“My dear Boy:
I think you ought to know that I have been as good as my word.
Three hours after parting from you, I recovered possession of
the document, and this time you may be certain that it no longer
exists, for I have myself destroyed it. Your sheet now is clean
in this respect, and also in others, if the barrage of silence
is maintained.