Baltazar walked home, her last words echoing in his ears. His absence in
China would naturally make a difference to her. She had become part of
his household. Godfrey, to whom she had given a mother’s heart, was
indefinitely in France and alienated from her by his resentment of her
breach of confidence. She had identified herself so unreservedly with
the fortunes of the House of Baltazar that now, cut adrift, she would be
on the high seas, derelict. What could he do to mitigate her loneliness?
If he died, she would be well provided for. He had made his will some
months ago. But he had every hope of living for many robust years. What
indeed would become of the beloved woman now that their new attachments
to life were broken? The nurse’s career, in which she had spent the
splendid energies of her young womanhood? If Godfrey were in London, he
could commend her, with authority, to his care. But Godfrey’s vanishing
to France was the essence of the whole business. There remained only
Quong Ho. His appreciation of the comic put Quong Ho out of court.
He entered his house in Sussex Gardens remorseful for lack of
consideration for Marcelle. But, hang it all, one couldn’t think of
everything at once. If she had cared enough for him to marry him,
well—there would have been the Light that never was on Sea or Land. He
would have snapped his fingers at the doings of the little planet Earth.
He would have been Master of the Universe. But that was not to be.
Either all in all as a wife or not at all. An irrevocable decision. It
was not Marcelle’s fault that she did not love him in that way. . . . No
use thinking of it. It was all over. They had drifted, however, into an
exquisite companionship, as exquisite to her—he had no false modesty
about it—as to him. And now that was over. What was to become of
Marcelle?
He was filling his pipe when Quong Ho entered the library with his
little deferential bow.
“Sir,” said he, “may I be allowed to commit an indiscretion?”
“You’ll do it so discreetly,” said Baltazar, “that it won’t matter. Fire
ahead.”
“In the event of your leaving this country on a mission to the Far
East——”
“What the devil do you know about it?” asked Baltazar.
“In high Chinese circles in London it is common knowledge,” replied
Quong Ho.
“Together with lots of other things concerning me, I suppose.”
“You have many times observed,” said Quong Ho, “that my countrymen are
afflicted with an abnormal thirst for unessential information.”
In spite of his heavy-heartedness, Baltazar smiled grimly.
“Well, suppose I am going to China. What of it?”
“May I postpone Cambridge degree and Fellowship for several years and
accompany you?”
Baltazar’s brow grew black. “Isn’t England good enough for you?”