He secured a room and went out again to fill his lungs with the
atmosphere of the beloved place, his soul with its beauty and its
meaning. He wandered, at first like a man distraught, his eyes far above
the pavement, wrapt in the familiar glories of stone and brick; the
majesty of Trinity, the twin-towered, blazoned gateway of St. John’s,
the venerable round church of the Holy Sepulchre. . . . He walked on
past Sidney, Christ’s, Emmanuel; turned up Downing Street. At the sight
of the vast piles of modern science buildings, he came down to earthly
things. Thenceforward he became aware of something new and strange and
alien to the academic spirit that once spread its brooding wings over
the town. The quiet streets were filled with soldiery. Khaki, khaki, on
roads and pavements; khaki, khaki, in college courts. There seemed to be
regiments of rank and file. Officers, gaitered and spurred, clanked
along as in a garrison city. Much youth, whose status he could not
determine, wearing a white band round its cap, laughed and jested,
undergraduate-like, on its way. He wandered through the river-nest of
colleges, Queen’s, Clare, Trinity Hall, through courts and gateways, and
it was the same story of military occupation. A bevy of nurses flitted
about the courts of King’s. A group of men in hospital blue lounged over
the balustrade of Clare Bridge.
It was a wondrous metamorphosis. Almost the only young men in civilian
attire were a few Indian students. He came across them carrying
notebooks under their arms, on their return from morning lecture.
Lectures, then, were still going on. College authorities were still in
residence; he had, in fact, passed many unmistakable dons. But dons and
Indians seemed but the relics of a past civilization. In a spasm of
amazement he realized that the University, as he had conceived it, a
seat of learning, no longer existed. The three thousand young men, the
average undergraduate population, who afforded the University its reason
of being, were fighting for their country or being trained in the arts
of war. Yet the colleges through which he passed seemed to be alive. No
sign anywhere of desolation or decay. Pembroke and Emmanuel had the
appearance of barracks. He strode hither and thither, in his impetuous
way, his mind exercised with the wonder of it all; saw Midsummer Common
filled with troops at drill, found himself on the river. The tow-path
was overgrown with grass. War everywhere. The very boat-houses were
incorporated into the military system. On the familiar front of his own
college boat-house was nailed an inscription. Such and such a regiment.
Officers’ mess.