The Life of Benjamin Franklin: With Many Choice Anecdotes and admirable sayings of this great man never before published by any of his biographers
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Here were strong symptoms of treachery on the part of the governor. And
in spite of all his credulity, Ben was brought to his doubtings. In
this dilemma he went back to a worthy Quaker of the name of Denham,
with whom he had contracted a great friendship on ship-board, and told
him the whole story from beginning to end. With all his professional
gravity, Denham could not help smiling, as Ben related the history of
his credulity: but when he came to tell of governor Keith's LETTERS of
_Credit_, and the vast supplies of TYPES, and PAPER, and PRESSES, which
they were instantly to procure him, he broke into a horse laugh. "He
give thee letters of credit, friend Benjamin! Governor Keith give thee
letters of credit! Why, man, he has not credit for himself, no not for
a brass farthing, from any one who ever heard of him."
Poor Ben was struck "all in a heap"--dumb as a codfish. He stood for
all the world like a shipwrecked sailor boy, who, after dreaming of
gold and diamond coasts, and black-eyed Polls, and whole seas of
grog, and mountains of segars, wakes up all at once, and finds
himself, like poor Robinson Crusoe, on a desolate island, with not
even a scape-goat of hope before him. In silence he rolled his eyes
in woeful cogitation--for three months he had been feasting on the
smiles and promises of his illustrious friend, governor Keith--for
three months had been anticipating his grand Printing Establishment,
in Philadelphia, and his complete triumph over old Keimer and
Bradford--for three months he had been drinking in streams of rapture
from the love-beaming eyes of the beauteous Miss Read, shortly as his
wife to rustle in silks and roll in her carriage--but dearer still
than all, for three months he had been looking forward to the time,
close at hand, when his infirm parents should come to enjoy with him,
in Philadelphia, the welcome repose of their age, in an elegant
retreat, purchased for them, by his own virtues. But lo! in a moment
the whole goodly structure is dissipated in smoke, leaving him
pennyless and friendless, in a strange country, three thousand miles
from home, and at a long, long distance from all these dear objects!
Denham saw in Ben's looks what was passing in his heart; but knowing
that it is good for virtuous and heroic minds to bear the cross in
their youth, he suffered him to go on, undisturbed, with his dismal
cogitations.
But a young man early trained in the school of wisdom is not long to
be depressed. After relieving his bosom with a deep sigh; he turned to
Denham and said, in a plaintive tone, "_but was it not cruel in
governor Keith to deceive me so?_"
"Yes, Benjamin," replied Denham, "'twas, to our view, very cruel in
the governor of Pennsylvania thus to deceive an inexperienced lad as
thou art."
Here Ben turning on him his fine blue eyes, softened by misfortune,
said again to Denham, "_well, and what would you advise me?_"