The Life of General Francis Marion — John Locke — John Shaqi
The Life of General Francis Marion
John Locke · en
The heart of colonel Haynes was with his countrymen, and fervently did he pray
that his hands could be with them too. But, these, alas! were bound up
by his wife and children, whom, it is said, he loved passing well.
Helpless and trembling as they were, how could they be deserted by him
in this fearful season, and given up to a brutal soldiery?
And why should he insure the destruction of a large estate,
when all opposition seemed hopeless? In short, with thousands of others,
he went and signed an instrument, which promised security
to his family and fortune. But alas! from that fatal moment
he never more enjoyed peace. To hate the ministerial measures as he did,
and yet thus tamely to have submitted to them; to love his country
as heartily as he did, and to know that she was now fighting,
with her all at stake, and yet thus to have deserted her!
These keen self-condemning reflections harrowed every root of quiet
from his soul. If he went to his couch, it was only to groan,
sleepless and tossing, all the restless night. If he got up,
it was but to sit, or walk to and fro in his family,
with dark and woeful looks, like one whom trouble had overcome.
In the midst of these anguishing reflections, which appeared to be
wearing him fast to the grave, a respite was afforded, and by a hand
from which it was least expected. Lord Cornwallis, having by
his first proclamation, obtained to the instrument of neutrality aforesaid,
the signatures of many thousands of the citizens of South Carolina,
then came out with a SECOND proclamation, in which he nominates
the paper above not an instrument of neutrality, but a bond of allegiance
to the king, and calls upon all who had signed it, to take up arms
against the rebels! -- threatening to treat as deserters those who refused!