During the early afternoon on the 25th, she rang him up on the
telephone. Chance willed that he should receive the call at first hand.
She must see him before he left Wellingsford. She had something of the
utmost importance to tell him. A matter of life and death. With one
awful thought in his mind, he placed his time at her disposal. For what
romantic, desperate or tragic reason she appointed the night meeting at
the end of the chestnut avenue where the towing-path turns into regions
of desolate quietude, he could not tell. He agreed without argument,
dreading the possible lack of privacy in their talk over the wires.
On that afternoon she came to me, as I have told you, with her
strawberries and her declaration of the rottenness of life.
They met and walked along the towing-path. It was bright moonlight, but
she could not have chosen a lonelier spot, more free from curious eyes
or ears. And then took place a scene which it is beyond my power to
describe. I can only picture it to myself from Boyce's broken,
self-accusing talk. He was going away. She would never see him again
until he returned to marry another woman. She was making her last
frantic bid for happiness. She wept and sobbed and cajoled and
upbraided--You know what women at the end of their tether can do. He
strove to pacify her by the old arguments which hitherto she had
accepted. Suddenly she cried: "If you don't marry me I am disgraced for
ever." And this brought them to a dead halt.
When he came to this point I remembered the diabolical accuracy of
Gedge's story.
Boyce said: "There is one usual reason why a man should marry a woman
to save her from disgrace. Is that the reason?"
She said "Yes."
The light went out of the man's life.
"In that case," said he, "there can be no question about it. I will
marry you. But why didn't you tell me before?"
She said she did not know. She made the faltering excuses of the driven
girl. They walked on together and sat on the great bar of the lock
gates.
"Till then," said he, "I had never known what it was to have death in
my heart. But I swear to God, Meredyth, I played my part like a man. I
had done a dastardly thing. There was nothing left for me but to make
reparation. In a few moments I tore my life asunder. The girl I had
wronged was to be the mother of my child. I accepted the situation. I
was as kind to her as I could be. She laid her head on my shoulder and
cried, and I put my arm around her. I felt my heart going out to her in
remorse and pity and tenderness. A man must be a devil who could feel
otherwise.... Our lives were bound up together.... I kissed her and she
clung to me. Then we talked for a while--ways and means.... It was time
to go back. We rose. And then--Meredyth--this is what she said:
"'You swear to marry me?'
"'I swear it,' said I.
"'In spite of anything?'
"I gave my promise. She put her arms round my neck.
"'What I've told you is not wholly true. But the moral disgrace is
there all the time.'