"Then go and die and be damned to you!" snarled Gedge, planting himself
noisily in his chair. "I've no use for khaki-struck drivelling idiots.
I've no use for patriots. Bah! Damn patriots! The upper classes are out
for all they can get, and they befool the poor imbecile working man
with all their highfalutin phrases to get it for them at the cost of
his blood. I've no use for them, I tell you. And I've no use either for
undutiful daughters. I've no use for young women who blow hot and cold.
Haven't I seen you with the fellow? Do you think I'm a blind dodderer?
Do you think I haven't kept an eye on you? Haven't I seen you blowing
as hot as you please? And now because he refuses to be a blinking idiot
and have his guts blown out in this war of fools and knaves and
capitalists, you blast him like a three-farthing iceberg."
Everything in her that was tender, maidenly, English, shrank lacerated.
But the steel held her. She put both her hands on the table and bent
over towards him.
"But, father, except that he's a gentleman, you haven't told me why you
want me to marry Mr. Holmes."
He fidgeted with his fingers. "Haven't you a spark of affection for me
left?"
She said dutifully, "Yes, father."
"I want you to marry him. I've set my heart on it. It has been the one
bright hope in my life for months. Can't you marry him because you love
me?"
"One generally marries because one loves the man one's going to marry,"
said Phyllis.
"But you do love him," cried Gedge. "Either you're just a wanton little
hussy or you must care for the fellow."
"I don't. I hate him. And I don't want to have anything more to do with
him." The tears came. "He's a pro-German and I won't have anything to
do with pro-Germans."
She fled precipitately from the office into the street and made a blind
course to the hospital; feeling, in dumb misery, that she had committed
the unforgivable sin of casting off her father and, at the same time,
that she had made stalwart proclamation of her faith. If ever a good,
loyal little heart was torn into piteous shreds, that little heart was
Phyllis's.
In the bare X-ray room of the hospital, which happened to be vacant,
Betty sat on the one straight-backed wooden chair, while a weeping
damsel on the uncarpeted floor sobbed in her lap and confessed her sins
and sought absolution.
Of course Gedge was a fool. If I, or any wise, diplomatic, tactful
person like myself, had found it necessary to tackle a young woman on
the subject of a matrimonial alliance, we should have gone about the
business in quite a different way. But what could you expect from an
anarchical Turk like Gedge?