“Of course, I understand,” said he. “Forgive my idle speech. But I am in
great personal trouble, and I spoke with the edge of my lips.”
Boronowski flashed a glance at him.
“Do you know the remedy? The remedy for silly unhappinesses that affect
you here and here—” he swung a hand, touching forehead and heart “—the
little things——”
“I’m damned if they’re little,” said Triona.
“Yes, my friend,” exclaimed the Pole, halting suddenly in front of a
wilting greengrocer’s shop, and holding him by the lapel of his coat.
“Procure for yourself a sense of proportion. In the myriad of animated
beings, what is the individual but an insignificant atom? What are your
sufferings in the balance of the world’s sufferings? Yes. Yes. Of course
you feel them—the toothache, the heartache, the agony of soul. But I
claim that the individual has a remedy.”
“What is that?” asked Triona.
“He must cast off the individual, merge his pain in the common sorrow of
humanity. He must strip himself free of self, and identify himself with
a great cause.”
A rusty virago, carrying a straw marketing bag, pushed him rudely aside,
for he was blocking the entrance to the shop.
“We can’t talk here,” he said, recovering his balance. “Do you want to
talk?” he asked abruptly.
“Very much,” replied Triona, suddenly aware that this commonplace
looking prophet, vibrating with inspiration, might possibly have some
message for him, spiritually derelict.
“Then come up to my rooms.”
To Triona’s surprise, he plunged into the crowded greengrocer’s shop,
turned into an evil-smelling, basket-littered passage at the back,
mounted a couple of flights of unclean stairs, and unlocked and threw
open the door of an untidy sitting-room looking out on to the noisy
street. He swung a wooden chair from a little deal table strewn with
paper, and pointed to a musty sofa.
“That,” said he courteously, “is the more comfortable. Pray be seated.”
He picked a depopulated packet of cigarettes from the table.
“Will you smoke? For refreshment, I can offer you tea—” he pointed to a
spirit-lamp and poor tea equipage in a corner. He did the honours of his
mildewed establishment with much grace. Triona accepted the cigarette,
but declined the tea. Boronowski seated himself on the wooden chair.
Having taken off his hat, he revealed himself entirely bald, save for a
longish grizzling red fringe at the back, from ear-tip to ear-tip. The
quick rites of hospitality performed, he plunged again into impatient
speech, recapitulating what he had said before and ending in the same
peroration.
“Salvation lies in a man’s effacement of himself, and his identification
with a great cause.”