Of what the future held for her she did not think. Her mind was
concentrated on the struggle through the present. She received a woman
caller and chattered over tea as though nothing had happened. The effort
braced her, and she felt triumphant over self. She went about on her
trivial shopping. She remembered a fitting for a coat and skirt which
she had resolved to postpone till after the projected motor jaunt. If
she was to live in the world, she must have clothes to cover her. One
morning, therefore, she journeyed to the dressmaker’s in Hanover Street,
and, the fitting over, wandered through the square, down Conduit Street
into Bond Street. At the corner, she ran into Lydia, expensively
dressed, creamy, serene.
“My dear, you’re looking like a ghost. What have you been doing with
yourself?”
“Jogging on as usual,” said Olivia.
Their acquaintance had not been entirely broken. A few calls had been
exchanged. Once Lydia had lunched with Olivia alone in the Buckingham
Palace Road. But they had not met since the early part of the year. They
strolled slowly down Bond Street. Lydia was full of news. Bobby Quinton
had married Mrs. Bellingham—a rich woman twice his age.
“The way of the transgressor is soft,” said Olivia.
Mauregard was transferred to Rome. His idol, the Russian dancer, had run
off with Danimède, the fitter at Luquin’s. Hadn’t Olivia heard?
“Where have you been living, my dear child? In a tomb? It has been the
talk of London for the past six weeks. They’re in Paris now, and they
say she lies down on the floor and lets the little beast kick her. She
likes it. There’s no accounting for tastes. Perhaps that’s why she left
Mauregard.”
In her serene, worldly way, she went through the scandalous chronicles
of her galley. She came at last to Edwin Mavenna. Olivia remembered
Mavenna? She laughed indulgently. Olivia shuddered at the memory and
gripped her hands tight. Mavenna—he mattered little. A beast let loose
for a few moments from the darkness. He was eclipsed from her vision by
the boyish, grey-clad figure in the moonlight. She scarcely heard
Lydia’s chatter.
“One must live and let live, you know, in this world. He and Sydney are
partners now. I hinted something of the sort at the time. You don’t mind
now, do you?”
“Not a bit. Why should I?” said Olivia.
“That’s really why I’ve not asked you down to our place in Sussex. But
if you don’t mind meeting him—he’s quite a good sport really.”
Olivia’s eyes wandered up and down the crowded roadway.
“I wish I could see an empty taxi,” she said.
She had a sudden horror of Lydia—a horror queerly mingled with fierce
jealousy. Why should Lydia, with her gross materialism, be leading this
unruffled existence?
“Are you in a hurry?” Lydia asked placidly.
“I’ve an appointment with—my dentist.”
“We’ll get in here and wait till we see a taxi,” said Lydia.
They stood in the recess of a private doorway, by the bow-window of a
print shop.