“Write to them through Rowington and ask them to hold their hands until
you can put them into communication with your husband, which you give
your word of honour to do as soon as you learn his address.”
She did so. The bargain was accepted. When she received Rowington’s
letter, she danced into Olifant’s study, and, sitting on the corner of
his table, flourished it in his face.
“Oh, the relief of it! I feel ten years younger. I was on the verge of
becoming an old woman. Now it will never come out.”
Olifant leaned back in his chair and looked at her wistfully. A faint
flush coloured her cheeks, and her eyes were lit with the gladness of
hundreds of days ago. Her lips were parted, showing the white, girlish
teeth. Sitting there, vividly alive, in the intimate attitude, smiling
on him, she was infinitely desirable.
“No,” said he. “It will never come out.”
A cloud passed over her face. “Still, one never knows——”
“I have faith in Alexis,” said he. “He’s a man of his word.”
“I think you’re the loyalest creature that ever lived.”
He raised a deprecating hand. “I would I were,” said he.
“What do you mean by that?” she asked pleasantly.
“If I were,” said he, his nose seeming to lengthen over the wry smile of
his lips, “if I were, I would go out into the world and not rest till I
brought him back to you.”
She slid to her feet. “With a barber’s basin for a helmet, and the rest
of the equipment. If you did such an idiot thing, I should hate you.
Don’t you understand that he has gone out of my life altogether?”
“Life is a long, long time to look forward to, for a woman so young as
yourself.”
“You mean, I might fall in love with somebody else, and there would be
horrid complications?” She laughed in the cocksureness of youth. “Oh,
no, my dear Blaise. Once bitten, twice shy. Three times, four times, all
the multiplication table times shy.”
Though impelled by primitive instinct, he could not press her further.
He found himself in a position of poignant absurdity, compensated by the
sweetness of their daily companionship. Sometimes he wondered how it
could be that an awakened woman like Olivia could remain in calm
ignorance of his love. Yet she gave never a sign of knowledge. She
accepted friendship with full hands and gave it with full heart. Beyond
that—nothing. From his sensitive point of view, it was all for the
best. If, like a lean spider, he sat down beside her and talked of love,
he would indubitably frighten Miss Muffet away from Medlow. Further, she
would hold him in detestation for intentions which, in the queer
circumstances, had no chance of being what the world calls honourable.
He therefore put up with what he could get. The proclamation of her
eternal man-shyness sounded like her final word on her future existence.
So he came back to Rowington.
“I’m glad that’s all settled,” said he. “Now you can take up the threads
of life again.”
“What do you think I can make of them?” she asked.